give joy to the world.

transferred!

2006-12-29T16:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
I've moved.
To somewhere COOLER than ever.
To somewhere I can write private entry and let ppl close to me see only.
HIAK HIAK HIAK(:
SOSHIOKLAHHH.

okay,
here you go.
PLEASE KINDLY RELINK ME THANKYOU.

http://crazybutts.wordpress.com

thanks dudes.
wont be blogging here anymore.
so tag there not here.
say you miss me there!
WAHAHHA SEEYA (:
Relink lahh thanks.

good enough(:

2006-12-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

woahhh!
NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM was damn funny and lame and nice! (:
hahahaha!

Ohwell so tired right now.
I really realised that my dark rings were even worse now.
damnnn. ):
so uglehhhh......

There's a Floorball National Trial on saturday noon.
I know I might not get in, but perhaps just give it a try heh haha!
I haven gone for proper training since like 2354124235 years :DEADLY.
HELLO FAIRY GOD MOTHER,
I NEED LUCK!
WHERES MY GOAL SENSE EVER SINCE MY INJURY!
YOU GUYS TOOK AWAY MY PRECIOUS LEG AND TOOK AWAY MY LUCK!
RETURN ME PLEASEEEEE. )):
I want to be just like the past.
GOALS!
Score plenty of goals just like that.
I dont need and dont want wonderful skills.
I just want back my speed and that goal sense.
PLEASEE.
I wanted it so badly myself, but it's not happening so much like the past.
SO SAD CAN.
gugubirdflyouthereandbreak. tsk!

AHHHHHHHHHH.
It hurts so much more than anything else.
I want the ME back. me back me back~
LOL.
I will just try my best on saturday.

the night out was good (:
thanks for da movie!

wo yi wei;

2006-12-27T14:01:00.000+08:00

Deathnote2 was awesome!
I laughed and cried mann.
I cry and laugh easily lahh damnn.
Went to watch it with terence and..
yeahh lahh. old feelings.
I cant denied that I dont feel a single pinch in my heart.
Well, from a stranger to a friend to a boyfriend to someone I ever held so close.
and everything seems just went back to earth. then from someone so close you gonna let it go..
to someone like a boyfriend, and then to a friend and perhaps years later...
to a whole new stranger.
That's something funny about life I guess.
If every man that came by gonna be lidat, I think I'll be crazy real soon haha!
but well, nothing we can do about it.
Until you met the right one. -laughs-
At least, for all men I've put in my best. (or I'm just a fool.)
Still glad enough that feedback of being a girlfriend wasnt that bad heh.
That makes me happy enough lahh at least I always tried my best.
but none turn out good.
ITS ALWAYS LIDAT LAHH.
Okay I'll be a bad girlfriend next round.
Hello who wanna woo me? HAHAHAHHAHAH! LELONG~!!
lol. kidding. sot plug!
I finding girlfriend lehhh.
intro please. LOL!! ;x

Whatever it is already.
As long as I'm happy that will fine.
As long as I dunno whatever thing happening around that will pinch me in da butt that will be fine.
And for that, I wont check it out so much about their life. (:
I must be happy about mine. that's all !

2006-12-26T14:10:00.000+08:00

Beyonce - Irreplaceable;

to the left
to the left

to the left
to the left

VERSE 1:
mmmm..to the left
to the left
Everthing you own in the box to the left
In the closet, that's my stuff-
Yes, if i bought then please don't touch(dont touch)

And keep talkin that mess thats fine,
but could you walk and talk at the same time-
And, its my name thats on that jag. so go move
your bags let me call you a cab

Standin in the front yard tellin me how i'm such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
You got me twisted

CHORUS:
You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
your irreplaceable

VERSE 2:
So go ahead and get gone, call up that chick,
and see if shes home
oops, i bet you thought, that i didnt know,
what did you think, i was puttin you out for...
because you was untrue, rollin her around in the
car that i bought you
baby drop them keys...hurry up before your taxi leaves

standin in the front yard tellin me how im such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
you got me twisted

CHORUS:
you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
your irreplaceable

VERSE 3:
so since im not your everything,
how bout i'll be nothing, nothing at all to you
baby i wont shed a tear for you (i wont shed a tear)
i wont lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
cause the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy

to the left
to the left

to the left
to the left

mmmm...to the left
to the left ,everything you own in the box to the left

to the left
to the left

dont you ever for a second get to thinkin...
your irreplaceable

you must no know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute matter fact,
hell be here in a minute, BABY!!!!

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to
([Played with next verse] thinkin...Baby hey yea!!!)

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have a nother you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
you can pack all yo bags we finsihed,
Cause yo made your bed now lay in it
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin
your irreplaceable....

COOL SONG (:

happy boxing day!

2006-12-26T13:30:00.000+08:00

rain rain rain.
rain rain go away!
It's making me sick mannn argh!
and my computer is getting sick too ):
Sigh. It's gonna be dead real soooooon. dont go awayyyyyyyyy~
lol!

Last night com stucked cant on. SUCKS.
chatted with barney and slept at 3am++
Tired but cant sleep. roll around till I finally sleeeeep.
I need to switch my bio clock mann. School's gonna start ):

Catching deathnote2 later but feel so lazy to go outttt @.@
I haven pay my bloody school fees la....

I'm only excited about THURSDAY :X
WAHAHAHHAAHA. Okay I'm dumb and crazy. thankyou^^
okay la it's nothing much tho. HAHAHAHHA.
I know I'm gonna laugh the whole day.. I guess so! LOL! ;x

ohyes!
Thanks for the chocolates k.
It's small and silly. and SWEET (:
thanks idiot for making me smiled lol!

Big thanks for the calendar clock babe,
Just love it!! hahahaha!
I love you! BIG HUGS*
and also,
thanks manlin for da cutie pooh!
too cute to squeezzeeeeee! wahahhaha! ;x

ahhhh thankyou imm for the bigshades during the xchange dinner haha!
So nice la (:
Thanks xuan for the chocolates! I've finished all already HAHAHA!

Thanks uncle rocky for da big box of rocher!
Although you wont read this, but it'll be so nice to be your kid!
hahahaha!

Thanks jerome, for the xmas card! ahhahhaa(: silly gong.

thanks for all those who were so sincere to give me a msg on xmas day!
LOVE YA ALLLLLLLL! (:

PEOPLE!
HAPPY BOXING DAY((:

BIG WARM HUGGGGG!!

merry xmas doodles

2006-12-25T04:32:00.000+08:00

woahhh.
MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL

Woah. I had a great dinner over my workplace !
I had a beef steak. damn nice! I loooooove it ;x
I love the bloody juicy reddish meat wahahahhaa!
The atmosphere was terrific (: And I'm working!!
Christmas should be in this manner..
With the right crowd, right people, right ambience, right food. AHA!

I hate crowded places! But I love festivals!
It was too fun to explain hahahah!
When it was TWELVE sharp!
We started spraying ALL OVER MANN!!
CRAZYYYYY SHIT! LOL!! hahahahahha!

but woah, the cleaning up part really burnt out all my fats lar ahahah!
I ate alot mann.
the goose liver with biscuits were superb ;x !!!

omgomgomg.
Listening to MCFLY - BUBBLE WRAP! LOVE IT.
I wish i could bubble wrap my heart. ):

i wish i could bubble wrap my heart,
incase i fall and break apart.
im not i can't change the stars,
and i don't know if there life on mars.
But i know your hurt people that you,
love and those who care for you.
i want nothing to do with the things,
your going through.

This is the last time,
i give up this heart of mine,
im telling you that i'm a broken man
thats finaly realised.
Your standing in moonlight,
But your black on the inside.
Whoo do you think you are to cry.
This is Goodbye.

im a little daized and confused
lifes a bitch and so are you.
All my days have turned into nights,
Cause living without, without, without you
in my life.
And you wrote the book on how to be a liar,
and loose all use all your friends.
And i mean nothing at all
Was i just another ghost thats been in your bed.

Cause this is the last time,
i give up this heart of mine,
im telling you that i'm a broken man
who's finaly realised.
Your standing in moonlight,
But your black on the inside.
Whoo do you think you are to cry.
Well this is Goodbye.

Turn on the radio honey,
cause every single sad song you'll be able to relate.
This one i dedicate.
Woah, don't get all emotional baby,
You can never talk to me.
Your un-able to communicate.

This is the last time,
i give up this heart of mine,
im telling you that i'm a broken man
Who's finaly realised.
This is the last time,
i give up this heart of mine,
im telling you that i'm a broken man
who's finaly realised.
standing in moonlight,
But your black on the inside.
Whoo do you think you are to cry.
This is Goodbye.
This is Goodbye.

Happy girl!

2006-12-24T14:42:00.000+08:00

HO HO HO!

MERRY SOON-TO-BE CHRISTMAS!!!
I'll working tonight and celebration will be tomorrow for me!
Well guys, ENJOY YA NIGHT!!! ((:

I slept at 5am last night wahahahhaha @.@ Sleepy now...
Working at 7pm later!
Dead. I'm so hungry right now!

Ohyeah, yesterday I went to cut my hair.
and then............
I decided to rebond my hair! LOL!
I just cant stand it to be so messy, and yes I'm a lazy girl..
so rebonding it will be my best choice! and I finally got the time and money to do so.
and there goes my $90 ):
but now I've got nice and neat hair weeeee!
NO MORE WOES!
I'm very lazy la..
They said no woman is ugly, only lazy woman will be ugly..!
I'm lazy wahahhahhaa so I've gotta be rich. But i'm so poor. YAWNS.
so I'm uglehh.. lol!
whatever! I love myself always (: LOL!! -goosebumps-

So I starved myself til 7pm in the night then I had my meal for the day!
WALAO no time to eat so hungry nearly fainted can LOL!
Fat people need to eat regularly if not will dieeeeeeeeeeeee. like meeeee!
WAAHAHAHA!
Cant wait for another pay day.
My bank is hungry !!!! $_$ !!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHA!

and YES SARA I WILL GO FOR TRAININGS OKAY ((:
WEEEEEEEE !
I miss my teammates!
IIVP is coming, we MUST win! ;x
hahahaha!

Okay chill,
I'm leaving...........

TO FIND FOOD!

BROKE BING!

2006-12-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

one more week and will be back to school ! ):
That's like sooooo soon lar.

I didnt go to work today and yesterday.
TIRED.

and...
facial is something so painful that I rather bang the wall !
WAHAHAHHA!
and I've really overspent. ):
sighhh.
naughty girl. tsk.

WAAA.
I wanna go taiwan shoppinggggg!
next year ! if possible!
I'll make it possible! WAHAHHAHAAHA ;x

I'm broke now. my bank left about <$200 :WALAO.
xin tonggg.
NEVERTHEMIND.
NEXT PAY!
WOOOT.
Christmas is coming..
I better be happppy! :D

I gotta sleep more.
I'm lacking of it, making me sick. ARGH!!
people stop missing me, I got terrible running nose!
WAHAHAHAHAH (DONT SLAP ME!!!)

big hugs!

XMAS IS COMING !

2006-12-22T13:05:00.000+08:00

meow.
I overslept after taking pills.
awww I wanted to cut my hair ! ):
maybe tmrwwww!

eating the KIDDY DIP now!
SO NICEEE MANNN!
Whenever I feel abit rich, I will buy ben&jerry's..
but DAMN it, dont have my favourite flavour ):
Sucha disappointment HAHAHA!

I wanna go shopping!
I wanna buy black skinnies,
shorts and nice tops!
yawns, it's never enough mann!

AHH tmrw I got so many things to do!
I have to go back to school to pay school fees :yawns. What a task!
tsktsk.

here's some pics of yesterday's gathering!

everything new!

2006-12-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

new skin. (sick of the old one.)
didnt go work today, wasnt feeling really well.
kinda slack.
IT'S BEEN SO LONG THAT I CAN SLACK AT HOME OKAY!
wahahahhaha.

I love unicorns.
dont ask why, i know its silly. haha!
but it's something really beautiful mann.

OHMYTIAN.
i go take nap 30mins then go cut hair and buy stamps!
moooo !

2006-12-21T02:56:00.000+08:00

Colourful has a meaning ((:

silllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy!
hahahahahha!

goodnight all (:
dinner with the clique was GREAT !

♥

I put up my both hands!

2006-12-18T15:30:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHHAA.
dumbass me.
I left my phone at work yesterday !
another dumbass thing I did was......

I BLOODYHELL BROUGHT THE WRONG PASSPORT TO MSIA!
LOL! I brought the expired one. ):
I think they wished that they could strangle me to death WAHAHAHAHA!
blur lehhhh. over-blurred. faint!

pouring rain mann freezing cold on the bike!
BRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrr!
it's so cold that my throat got freeze!
LOL! okk silly. ;x

Working later.
woooo cant wait for wednesday mann!
ladies gathering for pretty nails then shopping then dinner & gifts exchange with the clique!
WEEEEEEEEE !
It's okay I know I wont get any romantic xmas this year!
boooo !

New year is cominggggggg!
Reading my old entries was really interesting hahhahaha!
and DUMBBBB!
LOL.
And yea.. I haven really grown up at all.
It's not here yet, I cant do anything.
This is destiny.. :D

WEEEEEEEEE!

wo ai ni, ni shi wo de luo mi ou !

2006-12-16T16:59:00.000+08:00

梁山伯与茱丽叶

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

OMG SWEEEEEET SONGGGGGG!
LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE!
TTM!

WAAAHHAHAHAHAA.
hyperrrrr la this song makes me go LALALA!

butt is itchy!

2006-12-16T15:13:00.000+08:00

just called my mom about something and she sorta talk nicely to me in a miraculous tone.
I truly appreciate it. Perhaps the problems is me. I teared :Family is always to my first priority. I'm not good enough that I guess I've let them down in many ways. And it ended up no good to me either.
And to realised being 19years old already I should really learn to contribute MORE to them...
It's all about giving.. I guess those who truly loves me will be still and always them. (:

Yesterday's 2pm+ went to meet my dad.
Went to SGH Hearts centre to find him, he was doing a checkup on his heart. :While waiting at the outside my mood went haywire.. I was worried.
You know even to lose everything I cant lose him... I hope things will be minor.
Only he truly loves me to his max. Nobody could or would. That's one fortunate thing for me.
Actually nothing is really important to me, 'cept him. and my family..
Although me and my mom always not in good terms but I know if anything happens I'll be worried. It's just the way it is. No matter how me and her argued and got pissed, deep down there will be still a soft spot in my heart. Because she's still my mom...
and I'm still waiting for that very day that they will be really proud of my doings.

hitting 20years old next year alr! OHMYTIAN!
Everything happened for a reason.
I've learnt my lesson.

ahhhh ya da ya da stop those emo hweeelings~
But it just smacked my butt and spur me on for more ! :D
CHEERS BABEH!

I will be a capable woman in few years time!
GO GO GO ! WAHHAHAHAHA! ;x

fat binggggggg!

2006-12-16T06:15:00.000+08:00

wooo good morning!
just got home from supper. hahs!
went out to meet rebbit at about 11pm+ then went to meet sharon!
dined at 900+ central!
keat came, later on ah ben, pengxiong and joey came too.
cracked realllllllll silly lames jokes mann. cant take it. LOL!
after that went to void deck to chill just the 3 of us (girls).
Woah all the way till 5+ wahahahha!!
FAINT!

and walked home with rebbit.
I ate alot mann ;x but so shiok !
WAHAHAHAHA!!

chitchatting is always the best remedy to all problems you kept inside for long;
ANY problems. hahaha!

year 2007 is coming, I hope it's a better year.
I remember saying the same thing during 2005,
but then I guess I will never stop hoping. (:
well, buck up ! for myself !

哭也哭够了，
说也说完了，
走也走过了，
我以很满足了。

Sometimes I wish I that I don't have a heart;

2006-12-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with xinghua,wilson,terence and samuel.
my old time clique. It was wilson birthday and xinghua's dad bought a new car already so he drove us out haha! nice car !
Anyway we went to newton circus for dinner! wahhaha and then went to lepak just for awhile..
I reached home about 4am+ @.@
LOL!
It just so nice to go chill with friends, you forgot about everything that really bothered you before that.. That's human! booo !

I think i should delete what i've written here,-

They say god will only give u to a limit he knows you can face,
what if I felt that I can face it all, am I gonna get the worst of all?

We put a fullstop to our relationship today;
yea no more turning back..

urge!

2006-12-14T06:46:00.000+08:00

arghhh!
i should be muggin right now for a test later,
i didnt even study and went to bed last night muahahahaha!
but now, I HAVE THIS UBER HUGE URGE TO RANT!
omg omg omg!
SHOPPING URGEEEEEEEEEE!

I'm gonna get them when I got my pay!
I WANT;
that limus shirt,
that denim shorts,
that flipflop.

okay so lil. i think all will cost me about $150 wAHAHAHA.
so the rest of my pay goes to xmas pressie boooo!
broke bing ):
but never the mind.
I REALLY REALLY WANNA GET THAT LIMUS SHIRT FROM QUEENSWAY!
I LOVEEEEE THE SHOP!!!! WOOOT.
damn nice the shirt. omgomgomg cannot take it, just love those candy colours!
OMGOMGOMGOMG! :X
wahhaahahahaha!
ohyes,i'm gonna get you a jeans baby(:
lalalala~
maybe I should get myself a nice jeans too.
Collage collage collage! I duno am I able to find that shop ornt haha!
I always get lost in far east. DAMNNN. ;x sorry i'm nooooob!
wahhahahhaa!

Ohdammmn. I cant wait to go shopppiiinnnnggg!
who wants to go with me!!!?? WAHAHAHA.
ohyeah hor gg out with my ladies on 20th, maybe i should just shop like hell on that day!
I WANNA GO QUEENSWAY SOMEONE GO WITH ME!! MOOO~

wahhahahaa! PAY DAY PAY DAY!!! MEOW!

okay I only got one hour to mug !
later have to go my ahgong house praypray!

Long long list;

2006-12-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

I just realised something...
I've a LONG LONG LIST of xmas shopping to do.
BING IS BROKE,
but BING is gonna make some friends happy!
hahahaha!
ahhhh so hard. I don't know am I able to do that.
I guess not HAHAHA.

Maybe I will just deliver everyone of you a tiny sweet hehehehhe.
MERRY XMAS just lidat wahahhaha :D lol.

MOOOO!

AHH that's just a dream la wahahhaha ;x
anyway,
TEST TMRW I HAVEN STUDY LAAAAAAA
NO MOOD LAAAAAAa.
SUCKS LAAAAAAAAAA! :(

meow!

BOOOO!

2006-12-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

Last night MOS was like over-fucken-crowded.
booooooo !
I wasnt really drunk la but was highhigh haahhahaha!
booooo la !
zoukout next year !
hahahahaha.

I'm sorry becca, I guess you guys must be damn mad. but were too late.
my friends all paid to come in after 1130pm yeahh that's why.
and the mobile phones' network was DOWN i just cant send msges out. damn it !

Well the night was not too bad, but the crowd sucks.
I wanna go dbl O !
boooo.

tmrw got a test few hundreds of slides to study,
i'm lazy !

hahahah.

nice o'school song here,

PLUS ONE - SOUL TATTOO;

I love it!

I just know that i've never felt like this
and i know it's because
you exist in my life
like hope shining bright
through the stormy skies (ya ya ya)

and that's why i could
never turn away from you
i'd be some kind of fool
to think i could lose your love
you know that's
something i can't do

'Cause your the answer
to the question
the reason to the rhyme
you're the rhythm to my heart
when it beats out of time
i'm so thankful, Lord
that you are mine
it's true that you
are my soul tattoo

Lord, you know
all that i want to do
is to spend my life loving you
it's your love time and again
that pulls me through
and i want to say thank you

Etched on my soul
your love is so true
always in my heart
in your arms forever
stamped forever
here in my soul

memories of secondary school life.
signs of ageing hahahahah!
poor bing.
I really dont wish to grow up,
I guess I'm just not ready to face the realistic world after all;

i've got a _ _ _ _ _ ;

2006-12-06T09:22:00.000+08:00

Hello XMAS is cominggggggg!
boooo !
no mood for xmas,
better get some hyper mood for this saturday MOS !
And I hope this saturday I wont get that pain again.
People please get me high and drunk,
I wanna be on cloud nine ;x

&&
It feels so good when ppl care for you and spare a thought for you.
OH-SO-SWEEEEET!

Kenneth, you might be reading this.
SO PLEASE DONT PUT ME AEROPLANE ON SATURDAY HOR!
I WILL JUST KILL YOUUUUU!
ahahahahahah!

and I hardly get to sleep more than 5hrs a day,
work-sch-work-sch-work.
monday i've got comm skills shit that i've to wear formal..
tuesday i had lab test and was an hour late dued to the accident at yishun MRT ):
damn it, for the past 3yrs.. YTD was the first time I took bus to schooool.
SO LONG....! JAM JAM JAMMMED!
went out at 730am, but reached school at 9am. WTH.
wednesday, ITS TODAY!
I just had a small presentation. took cab to school again.
fcukin broke just by the expenses on cab faresssssss ):
Tmrw which is of course thursday, I've got lab test again. CLOSED BOOK):
walaooweiiiii.
friday is rest day.
but i'm working on mon-fri. I AM DAMN SHAGGED.
saturday MOS !
sunday REST and study for next MONDAY's test.
and next THURSDAY got common test paper for ICT.
and then... the rest, I'm OFF to TERM BREAK!
HELLO SO SHIOK. (okay i'll still working but hehehehe i'll have more beauty slp!!)
ohyay my hair is finalllyyyy LONGer. and ok still MESSY ;x
but really seems alot longer that's why its damn messssy!
aiya messy is a trend what AHAHAHAHAH ;x

moooooooooo !
Later will have 2hours break,
tonight working booo !
and we will eat and play UNO hahaha later!
so cool right MUAHAHAHHA!

I wanna punch that green belly!!

I want a romantic XMAS!!! ):

Image Heavy! haha!

2006-12-03T14:45:00.000+08:00

wooo.
lixuan's bday on 25th november,
got no time to upload pictures of that day!
so here you go....!

Finally got spare time to spend at home.
I've been working like hell recently..
I'm so tiredddddddddddddd.

booo !

25th November;

US;
chewyee,arina,amy,xing,LIXUAN,me,imm,meiling(:

WEEEEE!
The ladies;
arian,me,lixuan,chewyee,amy,meiling !

KISSES FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIRL ! hahahaha!

HAHAHAHHA!
I really love this shot, cos it's so natural LOL!
LIXUAN ACCIDENTALLY KISSED ME ON MY LIPS!
and we were laughing like madddddd dogs!
LOL!!
best part : look at chewyee, HAHAHAHAHAHHA!
she gave a gonggongblurblur face LOL!!

hahahaha! chewyee and her "AI YAN" pattern wont change HAHAHA!

OOPS!
SING UNTIL HUNGRY LA!
laksa ROCKS can !!!
WAHAHAHAHHAAHHA.
sorry for the "hungry ghost" look aAHHAHAHAHahah!

26/27th November;

Anne's Birthday!

the birthday girl !! bozonut !

her happy family !! ((:
so cute heh.

anne and terence;
meimei and korkor haha!
TERENCE SO bLACK!
oooooopx! ;x

weeeeeee !

POLITE FLOORBALL !
CHAMPIONS NYP!!!! WOOOOOOT!

wahhahahah!

30th November;

Terence's birthday (:

clubbed at double O.
everything is cheap over there,
sooo cool.
mooo !

on the wayyyyyyyyy.

his buddies were sweet, bought him ice cream mango cake from swensens!
hahahaha. and I know he's very happy that night too. ^^

ter and brandon drinking lambo!
hahahahaha!
brandon is sooooo cute!! WAHAHHAHHAHA!

oohhh well.
hectic month hahaha!

ANYWAY,
here's a funny cake I took at my work place.
some customers celebrating birthday and I thought their idea was very special!
hahahaha!

HAHAAHHA!
yess, they ask the birthday boy to SUCK COCK! ;x
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;x
so cute ! and when he's gonna blow the candles, they shouted,
QUICK DO A BLOW JOB!
wahahhaha. they are kinda old already mann, in their 40s and u can see the bday guy is 50!
HAHAHAHAHAH!
funny people!

woOOOOOooo!
my room very messssssssy @.@
lazy to packkk ):
boo!
HUNGRY!
lazy to eat HAHAHAH!
boooo!

9th DECEMBER MOS!
no zoukout this year, will go next year!
ARRRRRHHHH actually got free tix just for me,
but I cant goooo ):
WHY WHY WHY U DONT GO MOSSS! ;x
ooops!
nevermind, no beach, milkshake then.
hahahahaha!

xoxo.
oh gawd, i took one hr to blog this? wth.

elmoooooooo

2006-12-02T13:45:00.000+08:00

A new month, a last month of the year.

I just want to forget everything and.....
BOOO !

three cheers for elmo ! BLAH :
It's not a good year afterall..

Okay.. It's not so bad la.. dang !

I don't know..
ahhhh but I know, I still haven't got what I really want..
Till then....
gosh, 20yrs old hitting me sooooon! BOOOOO!
old bing old bing old bing bing ~

asswhore.

OK BORED.
I AM LATE FOR WORK.
booooo.

nua nua gang lalalala.

I want my DREAMSSS !
I want happiness.

my boo;

2006-11-30T08:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DD! (:

last night of mine was just like hell.
I was dead drunk cos i played poker with roy and ricky after work.
and I've lost MOST OF THE TIME!
I dont know what am I doing. lol! but it was too late !
At least I saved myself at the end of that few games, if not I'm gone!
lol !
I chose to go home by myself, even tho I know I DYING!
LOL. and when I wanted to take a cab, the bus came! ( I dont know how I manage to cross that bigbighuge road mann!)
and I was standing right in front the door way holding so tight and waited for my stop.
I wanna sleep already, I wanna puke already but I cant lol !
AND YES I WANNA PEE! so I walked darn fast back home LOL!
and the first thing I went home, I went to the toilet and locked the door and pee and after I vomit like HEEEEELLLLL.
all the food I ate all came out. I really dont know whats wrong. But I guess it makes me feel better! After that bathed and all, went back to my room and I vomit again into a plastic bag, praying my mom wont catch me and I tried my best not to make any "awful" sound. :It's was like 10pm++ only mann.
So I went to bed after that.
Beer still kinda sucks man! yucksy!
but well, i guess it made me had a better sleep if not I don't know how will I fall asleep last night...

Time for school!
maybe double O tonight !
Last day of the month, everything seems to be the last.
Perhaps.......

I am who I chose to be;

2006-11-29T09:14:00.000+08:00

Close your eyes,
and you'll be a happy girl tonight. (:

HIP HIP HOOOORAY!
HIP HIP HIP HOOOOORAYYY!

Make LOVE not WAR!

PEACE (^-^)V

ORH MI TOU FUO!

GONG GONG GONG!

ELMO IS HAPPY !
I'm a PURPLE ELMO !
WEEEEEEE ! (:
lalala lalala elmo song !

I'm happy because I CHOOSE TO BE ! :D :D :D :D :D
OMG CANNOT TAKE IT,
it just feeeeel so good today!
The weather, the air, the everything is so nice today !
Let's see whats gonna spoil it, or will I sleep soundly tonight(?)
WEEEEEE !

HAPPY DAY FOR YOU ALL !

What a girl wants.

2006-11-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry.. I can't be.. perfect...

Take my hand, and we will take a stroll..
Even if silence is the only companion,
I'd still be contented when I feel the warmth of your hand.

P.S: Anne, I hope you like the pressie (:

boredom.

2006-11-21T14:53:00.000+08:00

MOOOO.
work yesterday was alright.
but, i've got myself too drunk @.@ and unable to attend my 8am class!
I left work about 2am mann. madASS.
SO TIRING!
even though kenneth tried to wake me up SEVERAL TIMES,
but i had a severe headache that made me stick under my smelly blanket for more comfort!
WAHAHAHAHA.
I woke up at 9plus and went out to meet meiling to return her camera and headed to school!
School's getting boring, cant take it.
Work too.

But no work = no money = no fun!
EEEEEEEEWWW.
and I really feel like diving now! :(
I wanna go to the beach!
I need to relax myself.
I guess few months later, you will see me zomBING. zombiezomBING.
pimples,shagged face,dark rings,wrinkles,pale shit. LOL.
dying sooooon.
AHHH WELL. waiting for pay day and holiday!
Exam coming soon.
I got a bad feeling... I forgot how to study for exam already..
YAWNS. wait till it comes........

SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY IS TODAY!
SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY IS THIS SATURDAY!
SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY IS NEXT MONDAY!
and
ONE MORE
SPECIAL,
PRECIOUS,
LOVELIEST
SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY IS NEXT THURSDAY!
LOL.

Anyway happy birthday KENNETH for today! ;x

AHHH.
Christmas is coming.
I want a sweet christmas pressie.
It has been sooooooooooo long when I really feel the christmassy mood.
hahahaha!
Teddy bears & Chocolates.
woooooooo~
so sweeet lol.

oh anyway dd paid for my chocolates I bought at CANDY EMPIRE!
I love that place. If I strike 4D, I will buy tons of chocolates with pretty wrappers over there and soak myself in it !
HAHAHAHA.
It's reallly reallllly lovely lehhh!
WOOOOT.

I know what I'm lack of right now..
SWEEEETNESS!
I need more of that mann.
AHAHAHA. madASS.

okay gotta go !
working later ):
tmrw 8am class but I'm so sure I will be sleeping after 2am :TIRED!

I AM LAZY TO BLOGGGG.

2006-11-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHHAHA.
so many things happened past few days !

16th november, thursday was my big brother's wedding dinner!
MOOOOO.
so many pictures taken but cant upload now. blah!
IT WAS TERRIFIC I WOULD SAY!
I always admire my brothers.
and sometimes it just soooooo weird to see that this day actually came!
Everyone is growing up !
woooo.
and tonight my brother and sister-in-law will be going for their honeymoon trip
to JAPAN for 9 friggin days!
SOOOOOO NICEEEEEEE !

and the wedding photos were awesome !
so handsome so pretty so niceeeeeeeee !! SO SWEEET!!
So memorable !
and the videos during the dinner were great !
and my brother's speech made me wanna TEAR but i hold back !
but my sister-in-law just couldnt control hahahaha!

ohwell.
before thursday was also a BIG DAY.
We had a match against ITE.
We won !! 7-1.
We were all quite tensed up before the match,
cos it's our most crucial match.
and to my amaze, we won 7-1 !
I didnt score tho but I'm very happy !
HEHEEHE.

and so after wedding night,
the following day I had another match too.
against TEMASEK POLY!
Althought we are already top of the POL-ITE league,
we didnt want to lose to TP too.
But I guess we were abit over confident.
AHH. we managed to win over a score of 2-1 only.
I guess we could do so much better !
LOL.
We played like shiiiiiit in the first period (out of 3).
the score were like 0-0 !
SWEATTTTT AHHHHH!!
The game were so rough that I'm automatically switched to violent mode.
LOL.
den managed to score in the 2nd period. ;x
I'm damn tyco mann. BUT IT WAS STIL A GOAL! SO HOOOORAY!
hahahaha!
but in the LAST period, they managed to equalize about last 10mins.
We gone crazyyyy.
but wyleen scored back a goal last 5mins!
AND WE WENT REALLY CRAZY CHEERING HAHAHAH.
and yes somebody nearly fight with somebody~
ahahhahah.
ah well.
we won,
WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!!
Cant wait for IVP next year !
coming sooon ! WOOOT.

and Ivan treated us PIZZA again.
and we played a uber funnnnnny game after that HAHAHA.
I kept laughin and sara took videos of us!
SHE ALWAYS CAPTURED MY UGLY DANCE MOVES HAHAHAHAHAH.
DEAD.
SARA PLS DONT PUT ON YOUTUBE OK!
AHAHAH I AM JUST MAKING A FOOL HAHHAH.
omfg HAHAH. PLEASE.
LOL!

okay today is saturday 18 november 2006.
TWO YEARS ago,
me and turtle and started a funny journey..
hahahaha. two years really passssed so fast.
so many ups and downs.
but now, we are still here holding hands.
haha (;
happy 2yrs anni (PLUS MINUS) LOL!!!
-much loves!

challenge!

2006-11-15T06:58:00.000+08:00

nice win over SP (=
11-0.

but tonight it will be our crucial match.
hurrrrrr.
NYP vs COMBINED ITE.
awwwwwwww.
yawyawyawyawyawwww.

We really need to win !

MEOW.

last night was a nice chill out with the girls.
viv,rebbit and fangling.
aha!
went to eat at chomp chomp again. viv drove!

I'M MISSING THE FOOD NOWWWWWW OMG. :
SO TIREDDDD.
thankyou mr kenneth for waking me up AHAHAHAH.
I really need that !

AHHH TMRW IS THURSDAY ALR.
no wonder early in the morning my mom alr "KINGKING KIANGKIANG" in the kitchen!
DANNNG!

wahahhahahaha!
okay bathe! I realllllly wanna win over ITE!
BAH.
not just me; MY TEAM !

and yesterday got no time to blog!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN BIGHEAD HEHEHEHEHE!!
I mean belated! :D

bing sucks!

2006-11-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

AHHH.
i skipped sch today.
slap me thankyouverymuch.

okay school sucks.
I dont know why.
cos it just bored me offffffff.
meow.

NYP vs SP today.
mooooooodless to go.
but I know I have to.
IF i have the same mentality about floorball and school,
that will be sooo nice!
ARGHHH.

I'm very broke ):
helplesssssss.

I really wanna go the party on saturday!
it's our 2nd yr anniversary PLUS MINUS (ahh u shld know why AHHAHA!)
but I'm very broke.
booooooo.

suck.

and I guessed i'm too stress thats why i fallen ill.
EEEk.
tts bad.
okay so bored so bored.
com sucks.
dont let me play game.
FCUUUUUUUUUKCOWGUGUKUAY.

thursday coming.
I'm more and more stress.
LOL.
dont know whyyyyy.
perhaps gotta face my relatives again
and hear them say...
"waaa you've grownnnn..~~"
and blah.
will update.

i hate end of the year.
everything jus cramped together and shitloads.
eeeeeek.

I am poor.
I'm demanding.
AHHH.

no appetite :\

2006-11-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

MOOOO.
forgot to update about thursday's match against NP.
we won 7-0.
Hmmm but I think we could do better!
floorball rocks! WAHAHAHA.
I scored the first goal. and so sad that I didnt put in any more goals after that :(
Their keeper is hugeee in size. but I think they are friendly people!
They dont whack our legs like maddy! wahhahahaha.

They are cool.

Monday will be NYP vs SP!
And the funny was.....
WE HAD THE SAME COACH!
wahhahahaha.
So our coach will be coaching them tt day,
and maisarah will be taking over for that!

Well, I'm worrying about ITE's match :COMBINED ITE LEH.
best players from all the ITE. ahhhh.
and it's on WEDNESDAY ):
Thursday will be my brother's wedding !
WOOOOOT.

dingdongs !

I dont wanna have tons of injuries,
I doubt I wont :(
AHH.
I need to look pretty in my dress.
helpless bing.

AND I AM SICKKKKK NOW.
SICKY PIE !

I have been "releasing" water like the whole day.
lao sai la. but not exactly, cos I didnt eat dinner since last night,
so in fact, I'm lao-ing WATER :
and I've got fever. and wad suay was.....
When I go to work, the rain started to get heavier and I got myself VERY DRENCHED!
Going madddd omg.
I hope my body system go back to normal.
IT JUST SUCK!
Altho it gave me a flat tummy WAHAAHAHHA ;x

and thankyou folks.
I need to go lao water again :X

yayness!

2006-11-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

I AM HAPPPPPY!
wahhahahahahaa.

okay finally settled my dress for korkor's wedding!
went town with sharon and she gave me all the suggestions and I bought a nice nice dress and a very pretty princessy heels ! I AM SO HAPPPPY!
THANKYOU LOVE(:

WAHAHHAHA.
I know we look dumb. HEHEH.
dumb = cute. THANKYOUVERYMUCH(:

ok but i'm utterly broke now ):
LOL.
ohwells....!

paydaypaydaypayday.
mr terence bday is coming.
howhowhow not enough brain cells alr ):
meowmeowmeow!

I wanna look pretty on korkor's wedding.
HEHEHEHE.
hardly get to wear dress and dress like a princess AHAHAHAHA.
LAUGH FRIGGIN LOUD! ;x
weeeee !

okay tmrw floorball match again !
goodluck!

victory! (:

2006-11-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

We won RP (Republic Poly) today.
The score was 3-1.

We played pretty well.
As you know, we dont have trainings and my coach dont even know some of our names!
WAAHAHAHAHAHHA. so cool (H) !

I didnt played well myself. ): POUTS!
But I cant wait for thursday to come!
weeeeeeeee! another match !

My knee hurts. I dont know why it hurts all again :I had a sharp pain that night. duno whythefuck either meow!
I just hope nothing really happens right INSIDEINSIDEINSIDE.
hahahaha.

Andddddd.
all the sad things should end today,
tmrw will be a brand new day with new aims, new hopes, new life!
WEEE.

okay sorry sii, i cant go attica on thursday :my match will only start at 830pm. LOL.
sorrrrreh.

shopping with sharon tmrwwwww for my dress ):
HELPLESS BING.
I slept only 4-5hours a day.
I AM GONNA DIE SOOOOON.

I need love AHAHAHAH.
to replenish my energy ! LOL LOL LOL.

fart!

goodnight (:

My chemical romance;

2006-11-07T13:41:00.000+08:00

I love these song (:

I Don't Love You

When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I am not
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless needing
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another loan
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Disenchanted

Well I was there on the day they sold the cars for the queen
And when the lights all went out, we watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene

It was the roar of the crowd that gave me heartache to sing
It was alive when they smiled and said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops we laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong) how can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
And will it matter after i'm gone? because you never learned a god damned thing

You're just a sad song with nothing to say about a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that i'm wrong, this never meant nothing to you

I spent my high school career spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes sell a car on tv
We've got the obvious scene, we'll show 'em what we all mean

Yeah yeah, oh

If i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong) how can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after i'm gone because you never learned a god damned thing

You're just a sad song with nothing to say about a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that i'm wrong, this never meant nothing to you

So, go, go, just go, run away.
Now where did you run to? and where did you hide?
Go find another way...

Woah oh, woah oh...

You're just a sad song with nothing to say about a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that i'm wrong, this never meant nothing to you, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say about a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that i'm wrong, this never meant nothing to you

At all, at all...

Okay the album was awesome! (:
and, JOJO's lastest album rocks too!
I admire her voice so damn much.
JOJO-THE HIGH ON ROAD!
go get it la. dont download :X
hahahaha.

AND I AM SUAYED TODAY.

i love you dd;

lovess!!

2006-11-07T02:51:00.000+08:00

after steamboat with classmates just now...............
so full.
but !!!

MOOOOO.
went chompchomp for supper!
ben drove us there.
me, joey, viv, rebecca and him !
he just got his license not long only and he is speeding alr.
lol.
was a last min meetup I think..
LOL. initially were only me, reb and viv the usual threes.
hahahahah!
I'm so happy. cos I think they made me laughed like madness.
and we used sugarcane drinks to act as beer and we played 5,10.
and reb ahhhhhh got come out 7 LOL!!!
wthhhhh. she put a TWO lol!!!!! FAINT!
darn funny.
and basically we just ate and lame around.
and ben sent us home! (:

thats all folk!
I love friends. and
friends and forever, boys are WHATEVER! :X
hahahahah!
we rocks! (:

my rebbit's bday!

2006-11-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPPPPPPPY
BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYY
REBECCA!!!!!

LOVE YOU TO BITS (:

going out with you now!
muahahahhaa :D

Too little too late!

2006-11-06T07:58:00.000+08:00

::tags replies::

XUAN::
hahahah. gonna rock on that night ok! ((: sing til pengsan!

METALGER::
wahahhahaha! hopefully i got enough money to buy everything.
and i meant EVERYTHING LOL!

SII::
yes i will. so hectic. and you know its not the only prob i have.
yucksy!
i try my best to make it alright cos i got a match tt night,
duno will I have the time to rush there before 11pm not :(

VEGGIE::
xiexieniiiii mei nu muahahaha(:

JEROME::
you treat me la den i confirm drown myself allllllll in.
when you are drunk, the world is much more beautiful!
HAHAHAHAHAH :D

Back to square ones.
I'm gonna work 7days a week when my tournament ends.
I wanna be busy, own time own target.
I think I'll be happier.
sch,work,sch,work,sch,work,sch,work,sch,work,sch,work!
PAYDAY!!! WEEEEE!
sch,work,sch,work,sch,work,sch,work,sch,work!
PARTIES!
sch,work,sch,work,sch,work,sch,work,sch,work!
SHOPPING!!
sch,work,sch,work,sch,work,sch,work,sch,work!
DEAD! hahahahahahaha!

Jojo - Too little Too Late;

Come with me
Stay the night
Just say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me go now
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
And letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

You know it's just too little too late [2x]

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

and it says what I feels and feels what I said.

keepquietandwalkaway;

2006-11-05T16:56:00.000+08:00

so tired................
so sian........................
so bored......................
no mood for work.
mentally breakdown.
andtheworseisyougottacarryyourselfupallbyyourselfand
concurrentlyyoustillneedtodowhatyouneedto.
ifyoudontyouaffectothers,buttheywontknowwhy
andblameyouandyousucksforthatmoment.
andallIneedisjustalongsleepformybrain.
i'mmentallybreakdownjustmentallybuti'mstandingallbymyself.
everythingjustsuckforthismoment.woooooooooooooooooo.
donttalktomethankyouverymuch.

missinginactionissocool,
FBIgonnacatchmesoon.(:

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

I just wanna cry....
The only remedy, the only companion.

meow.

2006-11-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

and everything goes wrong.
I AM BROKE.
his birthday coming,
my bill exploded cos i haven pay my bills for two months and i received a bomb today. thankyou.
gonna pay rai my advanced fees.
haven buy a dress for my brother's wedding.
after buying a dress, i need accessories and stuffs.
and my bank only got 200 left. and maybe i should just wait for my next pay which is less than fucking 200 cos of my supervisor giving me "so many" days of work.
fuckshitdabiangugubird.):
my floorball tournament starts next tuesday and i'll only be touching my floorball stick this saturday, i haven been to trainings previously and i'm sure i'm gonna play like a pool of watery shit. YAWYAWYAWYAWYAWWWW. ):
I dont wanna stress myself, but korkor wedding is coming and everyone, everything seems so busyyyy. my school has been giving us alot of hw and project and shits to do. and I have to do, and how i wish i can stop skipping school. but i'm overall tired, mentally and physically. I wish to dive right now so I can ease my busy mind at least abit but I cant cos singapore's sea SUCKS. ):
So I decided to go swimming with dd tmrw after my friendly match. Water makes everyone relax. LOL. everyME i mean. ;x And indulge in nice dinner after that. Hopefully :So wanted to eat fondue ): So in need of chocolates. I NEED PLENTY OF CHOCOLATES REMEDY. ): and I fucking deleted my deathnote movie without knowing. -pull my hair til bald-
I need some nice breeze. I need the time to stop, just awhile for me to catch my breathe.
and I'm gaining weight I swear. I need to loooooooooose. ):
I need to save money to pay bill.........................
and I'm sorry i typed too much.

See this beautiful rainbow after the rain!
They say you can never see the other end of the rainbow,
and u should just middle finger them, cos this rainbow has an beautiful end which I cant capture HAHAHA. SO DARN LONGGG.
and thankgod, the haze is gone when I visit tioman 2nd time. and the nights are all filled with STARSSSS! soooo nice! I AM HAPPY JUST LIKE THAT!! WOOO.

me me me me me. cute fishes all around me. corals beside me!
I always duno what to pose, so i ALWAYS put a twist! LOL.

FISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHES!
WAHAHHA SO FUN!

okay at least i smiled looking at those pics.
and i really duno why i look silly here;

i think the current is biggg and i need to "siam" away from XP and RAI cos they are doing they rescue scenario. LOL. dabianface.

okay LOL LOL LOL.
I had enough laughters.
one more time.
LOL LOL LOL!
ok done.
rest!

when can i get well sooooon :\

2006-10-31T10:54:00.000+08:00

happy birthday mom;
I didnt forget your birthdate since the day i knew it..
I doubt you rmbr mine :\ dabian.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN TOO (:
happy belated bday to leon and adrian !

feverish bingggggg. ARGH.
I need to save 2000bucks.
helppp ):

I doubt I can go phuket at the end of the year. sigh.

off to sch-

爱我的人和我爱的人；

backkkkkk!

2006-10-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

finally advanced diver now ! (:
I wanna have my personal gears so so so so damn much!
argh. wait, save and BUY !!! so expensive mannn.

went diving unhappily and came back with better emotions!
I threw them in nemo's bed wahhahahaha !
nemo is darn cute, i cannot resist alr. i LOVE small tiny nemos.
AND I SAW TURTLE! ALOT ALOT FAT TURTLES!
I saw alot of TUNAS, they bit my fingers while i fed them on bread ;x
kan jiong mann! all other fishes swam around me! I FELT HAPPY WOOT!
and if you all notice, fishes got funny faces ahahahah. I dont know why !
Their eyes can make me laugh, all look so retarded ;x cuteeeeeeeness! wahahhaahha!

Just took a 4hours nap.
friggin fever! weakbing :
Does anyone know where can we (my classmates) go photo taking at nice studio with affordable prices? HELPPPPPPPP!!!

and

Does anyone know where to get VERYVERYVERY beautiful dress for wedding and not expensive? I wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnt !

ok i'm so hungry now...... ):
school at 8am tmrw. awwww.

TIM TAM.

and work start to sucks.
It's always 'cause of those ppl who misused their authority!
fuckers shld die WAHAHAHAHA ;x
anyway, thats working life. what else!
hmmmm lets just see how and arrange myself.
finding another part time soon.
and somehow I started to plan what am I gonna do after graduation.....
ohwell, have to see my result. argh. stuck in nowhere.
I really wanna go university.
and my mom said when I turn 21 yrs old, everything i'll be on my own.
I guess it's quite tough if i'm still studying.. but most ppl made it, so its up to me once again :
AWWWWW. ok way to go !

I miss you (:

27th - 29th oct;

2006-10-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

bye off to tioman again for advanced diving!
wooot.

had a tiff with mom again.
it's like a routine alr..
me and her just cant get the right frequency.
no matter how no matter what.
I'm just too tired already.
Whatever I do, all wrong. but since when she gave me good directions ahead to follow(?)
If everything is so easy and simple and only benefits her, who wants to follow!
I really need to prove her wrong one day.
and I have to make it big!

Why cant I just have a wonderful mom just like others.
yes wonderful as in, understands and communicate with me in her best attitude,
why must she be yelling in her every words, why must she be so unreasonable.
why cant i kiss and hug my mom and go shopping with her just like others.
Cos it's destined, fated and every shits.

Too tired to give a damn anymore.

I will throw my sorrows at tioman sea.
feed the fishes! I dont care!

I will miss you baby(:

i yearn for..

2006-10-24T11:15:00.000+08:00

我只想要简单爱；

just stepped in the confusion of my life once again.
it cant be helped. it's just the life cycle i've learnt during comm skills. hah.
waiting for the renewal stage.

I just wanna be happy but it always so hard to get sweet story done nice&smoothly.
Awww why! meow! I hate funny feelings.
I start to love who I am only when I am all alone.

I need to go scubascubaaaaaaa.
I need to feel the sea, touch the fishes.
Weeeee! 27th - 29th oct once again i'm off to BLUUUUBLUUUU. bubbles!

I see sparks in different pair of eyes, you tell me how.

loved;

2006-10-20T11:15:00.000+08:00

飞轮海&hebe - 只对你有感觉;

(飞)无解的眼神心像海底针
光是猜测我食欲不振
有点烦人又有点迷人
(h)浪漫没天份反应够迟钝
不够谨慎花挑错颜色
但很矛盾喜欢你的笨
(飞)微笑再美再甜不是你的
都不特别
(h)眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰
又是晴天
(飞)靠的再近再贴少了拥抱
就算太远
(合)全世界只对你有感觉
(飞)玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼
我就收敛
(h)马路再宽再远只要你牵
就很安全
(飞)我会又乖又黏温柔体贴
绝不敷衍
(合)我只对你有感觉
(飞)体贴却黏人爱哭却温顺
有时天真有时很邪恶
对你耍狠就是舍不得
(h)请吸收养分让脑袋平衡
要你现身动作慢吞吞
怎么承认我非你不可

It's gonna be my all time favourite.
HEBE LEH. ;x
how sweet can the lyrics be in this song! AWWW.

and fuck, i think i'm gonna miss the halloween fun ONCE AGAIN.
thankyouverymuch. i will celebrate at tioman with nemo. they look like pumpkin lol!!

BYE. gg school sooon. muack.

ohyes mann, sometimes ppl can be just as irritating mannnn.
no money to pay bill but so free to sms the whole world's boyfriends. LOL.
ohhhhhh c'mon!

wooot. back from tioman! and pictures of MOS night (:

2006-10-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

WOOT. since it's gonna be a long entry, so let the pictures do the talking (:

MOS NIGHT on THURSDAY (:

nicholas, me, terence & jootat.
at retro area waiting for our barcardi 151 :D

nicholas, terence and jootat (:

terence, me and zakir at smoove.
(zakir haven drunk yet LOL! )

zakir, jiasheng, peter, jerome and aaron

zakir always nonsense LOL!!

dd and me tryna do STUDS OUT. i think we were "dancing" la tts y blur. AHAHA.

me and zakir! he's gonna get drunk real soon.

me and jerome. HE HALF DRUNK alr la! lol!

me and super tall guy, jiasheng!
and HAHAHAH jerome drunken boy behind ;x

terence dancing with zakir! LOL!
zakir is officially DRUNK!
dont believe u see the next pic!
WAHAHAHHA.

WAHAHAHHA ZAKIR KISSED PETER.
OMFG. eeeeeewww ;x

acting-cute ME and DRUNKEN JEROME hahahaha!!!!

joo tat and terence! (SORRY MY CAMERA FUNNYSOTASS.)

stanley and his gf ! (:

andrew and his gf.

he just wont smile when taking pics with me!
MUST FORCE HIM!!

THERE! I FORCED ALR!
bing must be a pain in the ass :\ THATS Y!

my love !

terence, jootat and stanley!

MY SISTA PRADEEPZ and his gf FIONA,
with me and my boy (:

TIOMAN 13th-15th OCT 2006 !

I took my open water diving license there! (:

THERE ARE TOO MANY PICTURES ALREADY.
so please click here to view my gugubird pics :D

and here's some funny pictures i feel like posting HAHA.

THIS NEMO IS DAMN EMOOOOOOOO WHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
LOL!!!!! ;x

These are sea urchin!
But it looks like MINESWEEPERS HAHAHAHAHA.

IT's ME!!!! ME ME ME! feeding cute fishes! ;x with chao tah bread WAHAHAHa.

Okay i enjoyed myself very much.
I sleep and dreamt of diving hahahahaha.
woot. going again to take my advanced open water diving license on 27th oct!
BROKE :D

OFF TO TIOMAN!

2006-10-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE FRIENDS! (just for awhile!)

I'm off tonight to tioman for my open water diving course :D
time flies! teehehehhehe.

Last night's party was pretty good !
SO MANY FRIENDS WERE DOWN!
ohmytian ah!
lol HORRIGIBLE.
if you were there to see the Q. MOS dont have such a Q for theseeeee long alr. ESPECIALLY IT'S A THURSDAY! haahhaha!

Awww anyway, I had fun.

Photos will be uploading when I'm back from tioman!
((((:

I will miss yal :D

I will miss you most dd. <3

ohmytian!

2006-10-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

fcukin mood swings.
spoil every every every happy mode of mine.
argh! suay bingg ):

tmrw is party night.
suddenly not excited about it anymore.
tmrw is pool session for scuba diving.
suddenly sian of it.
my dvd player went so wrong i cant watch the videos of diving ):
tmrw if i finish late, i need to rush like fuck.
WHY IT HAS TO BE SO LIDAT. argh!

ok relax bingbingbing.
BINGBINGBING!
happy face! :D
meowness.

I just need to wake up ON TIME for school tmrw.
SHARKS!

enjoy peepo!

jay chou - TUI HOU;

2006-10-11T08:22:00.000+08:00

omg...................!
I woke up late for school teehee.
but just saw the MV of jay's new songs.

BAI SE FENG CHE is not bad,
but.... TUI HOU is dammmmmn nice!
got hebe inside too! and the song is damn meaningful!
omg jay so cuteeeee inside hahahaha!!!
WATCH IT!

I fell in love with jay chou somehow HAHAHAHA.
too cute to be true (: too talented alr ! LOL!

His songs always so pokey to me, my heart will feel pokeypokey! lol.
wooooo.

Last night went Queensway with sharon and rebecca!
It's been so long I last saw them! lol. Spent like $50+ haha not bad! :P
bought tongue studs again. mr terence asked his friend to pierce for him too lol wth.
Then took bus home and went to sharon house downstairs chitchat lol til 12++
I slept at 3-4am friggin cough ):
thankyouIskipped8amclass lol. FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL.
I neverrrrrr change. ;x
Lazy girl $@#!#@% hahaah!

Tmrw is THURSDAY!!! MOS NIGHTTTT WOOOT.
FRIDAYYY IS TIOMAN OMG WOOT.
omg omg omg omg.

oh btw the MV's moral is..
CHANGE FAST, CHANGE QUICK. BE GOOD BOY!
wahahahhaha! (:

Theres alot alot of ppl out there ALWAYS wait til they lost something precious then they want to change. But, too late for something precious. If you are given the chance seize it! Regretting is the WORSE feeling of life. I'm treasuring every single piece! <3

<3

2006-10-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

This is the guy I'm looking for;

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'"
- anonymous

Constant, persistant, love, honesty.

APPLAUSE PLEASEE!

2006-10-09T05:36:00.000+08:00

hello goodmorning peeps.
I finally painted my own room by MYSELF!
alllllllllll by myself~~~~
LOL.

damnnnnn.
I woke up at 10am+ to paint my room.
and i took like duno how many hours and it's friggin tiring!
I went to work at 730pm and came home about 2am+ to continue!
CHEERS TO BINGG!
I finally COMPLETE the paintinggggggggggggggg.
so coooool! [inside msn icon] (H)

lol lol lol ! hoooooray!
okay i've got damn school tmrw and after that gotta rush to dhoby ghaut!
TAKING MY THEORY FOR SCUBA DIVING!!!!
OMG 4DAYS MORE TO GO!!!!!! WEEEEEE!

okay some crap here lol !

OKAY first of all, you need an artist signature on the wall before painting AHAHAH.

CRAP. I left about these much before work. argh!!!
I took more than 8 hours for a room :( COS I AM PAINTING IT ALONE! :(

friggin done. i love it to bits! the color is LOVE.
FILLED WITH LOVE; I am.
(ok fuck the ladder :D )

I always love my bed ((:

and i swear one day my room gonna look something like this!
EVERYTHING PURPLE I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEE !!
AHEM*
wahahhahahahahahaha! so coooolll!!!
awwww not mine. for the moment! LOL.

ok bed online shopping then BEDTIME!
goodnights!

$10 ktv again !

2006-10-04T02:36:00.000+08:00

wahahahhaha!
went to chinatown $10 ktv again!
wooot.
went with xuan arina and chewyee. tho chewyee were uber late!
wahahahaha!
$10 very cheap nehhhh. sang 2-7pm. free flow of normal drinks (:
coool.
we always drink honey hahaha!

and finally bought one sunglass. FINALLY.
It's friggin hard for me to get a suitable sunglass, and this is just nice. small enough, not too big for me. and it's $10. so... of course i GRABBED it! LOL.

nahnahnah pictures;

wahahaha you know how hard i tried to take a group pic!
DAMN! LOL! ;P

wahahaha arina and me!
must be the other two singing and we got nothing better to do ;x

haha!
xuan, ari and me!

chewyee emo one corner now! MUST BE!

[[[[[[[ ok blogger is SOT now. cant upload others. ahhh till then........]]]]]]]

supposed to buy books on wednesday but just now my laobeh eric told me our books only will come on thursday. ahhh well. tmrw will be going for a swim with baby.
then hittin gym with sharon and her sis (:
healthy lehhh wahhahahaha. gonna be reaaaaaal tired. awww.

my room is in a MESS. my mom forgot to buy hangers for me again :wanna get it done so much ): why everything needs to be procrastinated.
ARGH. dont like it!

neverthemind.
10 MORE DAYS TO TIOMAN!
everyone so excited! I AM TOO. but too busy to feel it alr! hahahaa! ;x

okok chill. tmrw gotta wake up at 9am or something.
moooo. goodnight peeps (:
miss all love all!

nownow, 3rd october already!

HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY ARINA! ((:

ROB-B-HOOD IS A MUST-WATCH!!

2006-10-02T08:38:00.000+08:00

I knew my room will not be painted on saturday ):
my korkor were soooo damnnnn late.
but I bought cupboard already. wahahahaha!
nevermind. another day perhaps.

Okay then went over terence's maternal side; ah ma house.
His ahma birthday ahh. and I'm really really really paiseh.
it's like after-so-long. and he told me that he told his mom he will be bringing his gf over.
and they were like guessing who is she. lol.

See that boy played with all his cousins heh. so cute.
all the cousins love to hang around him lol. dang!

after that we went to TM to watch ROB-B-HOOD!!
DAMNNNN!
It's TOOOOOOOOOOO NICE ALR. ;x
I laughed like wtf. seriously hahaha! and it was touching too. okay I teared ;x
but very nice show mann. the baby SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE!!
too cute already. hahahaha!

YOU GUYS HAVE TO WATCH MANNNN.
wooot.

and terter's mom prawn-mee still so nice ;x
it lingers in my mouth still. wahhahaha.

omfg!

2006-09-30T15:13:00.000+08:00

i am sick i am sick.
i packed my room.
i threw many things i kept.
i wanna paint my room and my brother haven't got home yet.
i wanna buy a new cupboard.
i wanna put glow in the dark in my room.
i wanna screw the damn curtains.
i wanna this and that,
but i am sick i am sick.
i coughed and i ate dust.
i am sick i am sick.

i hope my brother could come home a little earlier,
so i do not need to rush later on for birthday dinner!

i am sick i am sick.
wahahahhahaha.

this is a song lehhh. I AM SICK! :(
i ate dust.
bingsquared ate dust :(

countdown to tioman trip!
13DAYS !! OHWEEE.

quickquickquick i wanna turn my room to purple house.
moooo ((: i love purple!

and everyone got sick!
they ate dust they ate dust!
get well soon get well soon!!

OHYEA LAME SONG I WROTE HAHAHAHA.
fcuk. it's not even a song! hahahaha! ;x

goodday!
you gonna be sick!
YOU GONNA BE SICK!

meow;

2006-09-29T12:25:00.000+08:00

woah bad throat bad throat i've. :(
stupid throat infection causing me sooooo in pain at night!! argh!
and those green phlegm is like monster attacking my body.
heal me! even when i yawn it HURTS! dammmmmn.

must be those liqour and sleepless night in a row. lol!

when butter factory with sisi and her friends on wednesday,
and met up with jerome and aaron there.
so before jerome and aaron came, we bought a bottle of tequila and have a few shots first then bought mixer. haha!
so there were four of us; sisi, me, joel & i-always-cant-rmbr-his-name.
I played five-ten with sisi LOLLLL she kept losing damn funny wahahhahahah!
then when switched players I kept losing omfg! wahahahha!
Then joel also kept losing and ended up getting drunk and his friend sent him home first. RAH.
So jerome and aaron came la then we hang around together.

sisi and me ; BLUR ALREADY.

you know what? Sometimes we just cant stop shaking ;x LOL.

jerome, me and aaron;
wahahahha too dark, too shaky.

jerome and aaron;
THE DRUNKEN GANGSTERS lol!! ;x

HE'S DRUNK, I'M NOT. LOLLLL

jerome and aaron; WAHAHAHAH ;x

OK, we are NOT drunk la only aaron was that night ;x WAHAHAHA SHHH.

AND MY BLOSSOM CAME!
pradeepz! with his gf fiona and krishna!
I miss them loads mann. And it was krishna birthday so bought beer and treat him.
After many bottles of them HE PUKE. wahahha!
but he was alright after that la.. hahaha! danced with them and have fun!
and so glad that pradeep's gf was a nice girl! happy for him!! he's like my sister and i'm his brother! wahahhaha ;x
ohsheesh, forgot to take pictures with them!!!! :(
roar!

We went out and had a break hahaa! then jerome and aaron bought one bottle of whisky.
After which, AARON GOT DRUNK! wahahahha! and I mean damn drunk.
Okay he will feel paiseh if I write it out here. hahaha! That boy surely never eat proper dinner, if not he wont puke like that! hahaha! sillygongbaleh. lol.

ohhh that club closed so early at 3am so we gotta chill outside and wait for aaron to get better and we sent him home. He really made me laugh like mad dogs that night! cos of his silly actions only the few of us know! wahahahah ;x

But the night was kinda great.
I love to drink and dance and forget about every woes on my mind just for that moment.
But I dont get myself so drunk to forget about troubles, cos it's silly to do so! haha!

so here the four of us;
aaron, sisi, jerome & me!
yepp, it's the www.whosgoing.sg event.
bottles night! and after that I SAW ALOT OF PPL GOT DRUNK.
madness! wahahhaah! too cheap to resist? mad ppl. hahahah!

And I have to wake up like 10+ on thursday to see a doctor. and go to work at 1pm!
WOAH. they call me a workaholic now! waahahha :P
I need money to do alot of stuffs mannn. and i missed wakeboarding sessions that my dajie jiaxuan asked me to go on saturday cos i gotta paint my house ):
HUR.

and tonight i'm working 6pm-2am. I DONT KNOW HOW TO SURVIVE MANNN.
wahahahahha!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
heal my bad throat!
LOL.

ahh well.

sometimes, in life you really gotta choose one decision and THAT'S IT.
and tell me why do "love" and "like" have to collide in such a way..
I wish there were more than just ONE me.

But everything is destined that's what I believe.
So one more try; one last chance just for you.

lost;

2006-09-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

felt kinda lost.
but i guess time will reveal to all the questions in my mind.
or rather prove me.
I hope so.

It will come when I least expect it. (:

I just want everyone to be happy!
Same goes to me too ! I wanna be a happy, care-free, cheery, jumpy, hyper me!
Forever will be !! WEEEEEEEEE!

CHEERS TO BING!
wahahahhahaa!

REMINDER!
ladies, anyone wanna go MOS this saturday ?
or BUTTER FACTORY this wednesday ?

AND
SUNDAYYYY PLEASE GO KTV WITH ME AND SHARON !!
NOOOON.
me and her confirmed already! GO GO GO !
FIRE IN THE HOLE!
IN YOUR HOLE!! ;X
hahahaha!
GO LA YOU ALL. ):
LOL!!!

I still love all these friends (:
friends will always be there for you.
True friends (:

BE YOURSELF. or just die!

2006-09-24T13:53:00.000+08:00

" You can't think about things you want to change. Just be yourself."
-Ethan Embry

I love to be myself (:
It feels so good to speak all truth,
laugh out loud, fits true!

Arent human tired to make stories up to impress others with their fake self?
Is that what human really wants? I doubt so.

Impress people with what/who you really are,
and it can get even further.
But with a mask on, you will catch big fire one day!

SO BE YOURSELF (:

Lucky me, I dont have a bad habit to keep who I am right inside.
I'm real ! I'm authentic !
SO COOOL -sunglass- WAHAHHAA!

be yourself, and they will love you.

Jolin - Zui Zhong Hua ;

2006-09-19T12:40:00.000+08:00

最终话

终于太阳还是升起
蒸发昨夜为你落的泪滴
终于自己能为自己
呼吸一口不为你活的
呼吸为自己而呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
噢噢明天会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的心情
虽然心还疼痛地
回忆最初的场景
一开始你就准备好
最后一集你抽身的干净
成全了你也就是我成全自己
最后最美的期许
那天你眼神泄漏孩子气
我偷偷下定给你幸福的决定
那开场白说得越真越壮丽
那最终话就是遗憾的天地
不该继续叹息
再次深深呼吸为自己呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
明天会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的耳语
虽然心还疼痛地
感谢名单还有你
终于太阳还是升起
蒸发昨夜为你落的泪滴
终于自己能为自己
呼吸一口我不为你活的呼吸
最终话的最终场景
女孩眼中他的背影

不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的心情

成全了你也就是我成全自己

不该继续叹息
再次深深呼吸为自己呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心

nice and meaningful song (:
so nice to be myself,
live for myself,
breathe for myself.

It might be true that one will be happy if there's love in the air.
but look at how much price you will have to pay just fantasizing in your own world and in the end you two just realised you've just stepped into a different world of your own. how sad heh.
Rather be what I am now and enjoy life the other way round.

Although hearing his voice still gave me goosebumps,
but it's all used-to-be already.. I guess so.
But thankful enough 'cos the memories is kinda unique from others.

I have my own life.
Everyone has life of their own.. There's so many ways to be happy.
No more fairytales for me. I dont wanna disappoint myself at the end of the story..
Not anymore.
Now it's just a new beginning of life, new challenges. I'm ready to take on whatever that's coming in, but no way to the same old stories. no more history!

Well I'd really love to see everyone enjoying life and not sinkin in their own misery.
C'mon live life to the fullest! :D

Diving course has been SET! (:
Most prolly going on 13th oct ! YAYNESSSSSS!

random;

2006-09-17T17:18:00.000+08:00

白色的风筝安静的转着
真实的感觉梦境般遥远
天边的海水复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
佷可惜没有祝福但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到尽头能不能不要回头
你紧紧得抱住我说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后能不能别想太多
会不会重新再走哪一夜才到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见因为我在等待永远

If there is a guy I love who think this way..
ohmy.. lol. loveydovey(:
hahaha I love this song. so sweeet. (:

meow.

2006-09-17T13:41:00.000+08:00

haha stupid xinghua and me;

mos-ed last night.
went with xinghua and all his friends I do not know hahaha!
but now I know already. all bigbrothers. lol!
his friends drove us there!

hur felt sorry couldnt let them in for the guestlist :SORRRY !

I was kinda tipsy after chivas+martell. lol !
those ppl were crazy peeps. hahaha!
saw terence and danced awhile together and he went back to find his girl.
leaving poor camp mate behind lol. bastard. and stupid xinghua keep asking me "dont sad".
thats even more wtf lol ! he's DRUNK! hello XINGHUA YOU ARE DRUNK LAST NIGHT whaahhahahaha!!! I took my bag's ticket from him already and he msged said "haha you forgot you bag lehh rmbr take from me ok?" and his msg was kinda distorted lol ! damn funny hahahahah! ;x OOPS.
haha i saw raymond AGAIN.
saw joeyloh too! and he's with my brother's friend. hahaha next table only.
i club til 3-4am then I wanna go back already haha.
cy came and send me back with chenxin,yongkern,ah piah they all. cos ben was at ms there.
then we went to 848 eat and they are VERY VERY LAME omg faint. lol.
yongkern so act cute WAHAHAHAHA! and then after tt still go chongpang eat soya beancurd WAHAHAHA. then after tt went to 165 block sit sit like 30mins? yea it's alr 7am hahaha!
went home! slept at 745am :
AND BLOODY WOKE UP AT 12+++

LOL!
I cant sleep. dont know why. but I have to take a nap later, I've got work mannn. meow!
hahahaha.
Sometimes, I dont know.. It's quite scary that almost the whole world is treating you good.
motive? dont know.. I just play my part, sometimes I dont wish to gain any "repay"..
HMMMMMM. -rolling eyes-

kx broke up his gf and wanted a reconcile.. but, sometimes things just cant be like the past.
the past was like 3yrs already? ohmann. I cant believe time just flew this way! -smacks-

I hope everything come and go naturally. thankyouverymuch!
I need some peace in life. which means no strings attached.
Sometimes they said, I've to be selfish... do I have to?
meowness.

alright. bye.

killing time;

2006-09-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

kill some time with the THREE blahs;

Name 3 schools you went to:
- jiemin pri
- northland sec
- nanyang poly

Name 3 things in your purse/wallet:
- picture of girlfriends(:
- I/C
- EZ Link

Name 3 things you like to wear
- sporty outfit
- teeshirt
- SLIPPERS AHHAAH.

Name 3 things you always do when you are
stressed up:
- bite my lips :- say "ARGH!!!"
- keep very quiet :
Name 3 favourite songs right now:
- jay - bai se feng che
- jay - tui hou
- beyonce - deja vu

Name 3 favourite persons in life:
- MY DADDA!!!!!!!!!!!!
- grandpa
- bigbrother (:
(awww all men ;x )

Name 3 places you go on a daily basis:
- MY ROOM.
- TOILET.
- LIVING ROOM.

Name 3 things you like to do:
- SMILEEEEEEEE (((:
- be happily-carefree
- jump!

Name 3 people of the opposite sex that you hold
hands before :
- dadda !
- terence
- cy

Name 3 favourite fruits:
- guava
- water chestnut
- berries!

Name 3 things you are addicted to:
- smiling/laughing
- myself
- adventurous sports

Name 3 favourite hobbies:
- run
- dance
- play

Name 3 career choices:
- business woman
- physical education teacher/instructor
- stewardess

Name 3 goals in 2006:
- to experience DIVING, GOLFING, JETSKI-ING.
- get good results :- be pretty ! :X lol :
Name 3 plans for tomorrow:
- work
- update online stuffs
- sleep

Name 3 things that scare you:
- COCKROACH
- COCKROACH
- COCKROACH!

Name 3 of your closest friends:
I've got alot!
they all are my closest friends(:

Name 3 things you are wearing now:
- big tee
- shorts
- specs

Name 3 unforgettable events still in your mind:
- the moment i torn my LIGAMENT :- *** ***** **** * *** *** **** *******
- this morning's incident :
Name 3 of your favourite bands or musical artistes:
- tong en
- arvil
- jay

Name 3 things essential in relationships:
- LOVE.
- understanding and willingness of compromise
- respect

Name 3 things you want to do before you leave
this world:
- achieve my first million by 30s
- tour around the world with loved ones!
- (IF ONLY I REALLY COULD) swim with the BIGBIG WHALE and DOLPHINS ;x

Name 3 of your fav type of alcohol:
- martell gordon bleu
- hooch
- tequila

done.
working 5-12mn today!
hmmmmmmm. raining..
something silly I've done this morningggggggg.
goodness! slaps forehead.
Didnt know it could happened lollll.
mann..
"HELLO BINGBING! are you mad or what......?"
hahaha okay it's over!
forget about it (:
meowww.
shhhhhhhhh.
OVER. PERIOD.

Am I still myself or have I changed ?
I hope I've changed for the better. hahahaa ;p
ahhh whatever.
I am numbed lol. too strong to fall. SCARY.
lmao.
okay pimples invading. fcuking bastard):
i hate pimples. ARGH.
waahhhahaha zombie with big pimples.
how CUTE ;x

okay go cook maggie and go prepare for work already!

I WANNA MEET MY GIRLFRIENDS, SHIRLEY, JYUN, ERIKA, ALL.
ALRINA, REBECCA, AMELIA, MIT 0416 MY LADIES, PRADEEPZ, LINDA, ALL
and ALL and ALL ):
If only I can split myself UP! hur.
and my DAD too !!!

okay blahhh.
life's cool. no complains.

hello and goodbye!

2006-09-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

HEELLLLOOOOO WORLD !
wooot. It's beeeeeeeen so darn looongggg since i last touched my keyboard ;x
okay its like two nights ! wahahahaha!!
and my computer slept for two nights, and I've got not enough sleep these few nights!
BLAHHH! how can ! :(
hahaha!

Wooot. okays, class chalet was coool ! I miss them all.
WAITING FOR PICTURES TO BE SENT ! heelllllo!! send me pictures!!
and the next time i've got BBQ, I'm not gonna order CHICKEN WINGS!
I'm gonna do chicken kebak (oh i forgot the spelling!) cos its damn niceeeeee.
and we didnt order any chicken wings! TEEHEEE.
okay everything so great!
OUTING coming soon with the ladies !! yayness!

and OF COURSE I WANT AN OUTING WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS!! -RAISE BROWS!-

OMG. cant go msia tonight, feeeeeeeel too tired already. blah.
and I've forgot.. I HAVENT READ MY BOOK YET. okay gonna start soooooon ;p
meowww.

okay for the time being, lemme do bulletin lol.
got it from emi's blog. ooops ;x

1) single, taken or crushing?
single,taken & crushing. SO COOL ISIT? lolllllllll. -slaps forehead- !

2) are you happy with your life now?
yeppp pretty much! teeeheee! life's good! :D

3)when you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?
if like you said he is the RIGHT person, why not? hahahahaha!
even at the end of the "road" you found out he isnt the one, its okay too.
As long as i'm able to pick myself up once again (:

4)have you ever had your heartbroken?
yep. of course. hahahahhahaah.

5)do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
... no friggin way !

6)would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
hmmmm it all depends la.. but then again, its so good to be single! :X

7)have you talk bout marriage with another before?
hahaha yep. but just silly thoughts. but it can be REAL SWEEEET ;)
hahahahaha but now my thinking has CHANGED. lol ;x

8)do you want children?
hahahaha yepp. but i dont wanna get married. LOL.
got part time kids? ;x

9)how many?
2boys one girl (:

10)would you consider adoption?
perhaps? dont know la. lol still young :D

11)if someone like you right now,what do you thing is the best way to let you know his feelings?
the best way is NOT TO TELL ME. lol. because I dont want a r/s now. lol !!! just dont tell me. ITS THE BESTEST BEST OF BEST WAY ALR! ;x

12)do you enjoy getting into relationship?
of course yes hahaha !

13)be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
awww sit together in bus closest is 1CM apart! LOL !!!! -shyyy- LOL!$#Q@%

14)do you believe in love at first sight?
lol so what if i really believe? lol !

15)are you romantic?
errrr I dont think so WAHAHAHHA ;x

16)do you believe you can change someone?
nope I cant change anyone (:

17)if you could married somewhere,where would it be?
anywhere in europe ;x

18)do you easily give in when you are fighting?
I think so. weak la. LOL

19)do you have feelings for someone right now?
hmmmm how about for many? LOL.

20)have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
i doubt so? lol. because i believed i've always tried my best (:

21)have you ever broken a heart?
perhaps ;p

22)if one day your best friend fall in love with the guy you deeply in love with,what would you do?
hahaha it all depends. if i like him and it's still a secret, and i found out my bestie likes him too i will just walk away. lol. it all depends la.. ahaha (:

23)are you missing someone now?
hmmmm ! not really LOL. too tired already ;x

TEEHEE.
okay. I AM SERIOUSLY DEADBEAT OKKKKK.
goodnight freaks and apples :P

SO RANDOM;

2006-09-11T12:38:00.000+08:00

hahahaa just uploaded some silly pics;

the entrance of my workplace;

the soccer tv hahaa !

our bar counter ;p

the ktv ! :D

hahahahaa!
I got too bored in the noon and took these !

hahahaha! and this is my gay partner,

lol stupid cy ! ;x

lol me and cy at MOS;
drunk already la. my orh ba kah so huge ):

hahahaha so random!

OMG TONIGHT IS CLASS CHALETTTTT WEEEE!
okay bubbye, off to work.
wont be online till wednesday night!
meeting cuzzie on wednesday for movie ! yay!
okay love all ! anything text me la.. ;x miss me leh u all!
WAHAHAHAHAH.

mmmm i hope sharon manlin and friends enjoy shinhwa's concert!
haahhaha free tickets woooot ! :D
ok i am late ;x bye!

ohyes. just now i yawn, and tear. and then i realised something.
i havent feel sad for so darn long already. and i didnt cry for so long already.
I FEEL SO GREAAAAAAAAAAAAT (:
cool bingbing! wooohoooo -with sunglass on-
lol!!! tataa!!

FAVOURITE MVs

2006-09-10T13:53:00.000+08:00

I know about this mtv when cy told me it's linked.
damnnn i'm so noob haha the song were kinda old alr.
but then again, it's very sad lehh. ):
I can feel the pain. hahaha. okay la i damn sensitive kind.
but just imagine you were one of them, it will be so darn sad okay :(

PART ONE:
jay chou - feng ;

PART TWO:
liu gen hong - cai hong tian tang ;

I just cant stop watching it. hahahaha ;x

"Treasure your loved ones before he/she is gone."
how many people really take this quote into the heart&soul(?)
I did. but the one who left wasnt me, the one who wants to come back wasnt me either.

hello pipi (:

2006-09-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

WOAH seh. so long never blog already. lol.
my time has officially gone opposite with the usual. lmao!

went MOS ytd and the day before LOL.
went with jerome and aaron cos sisi couldnt make it, on thursday where theres some tertiary event or something.. meowness. sooooo many damn guys i cannot see girls. I like to see pretty girls ;x wahahahha ! but so few. and all the guys were sooooo so-so. :\ what happened? LOL. but got a few handsome angmohs ;x hahahha!
hmmm drank some only not enough to get tipsy lol but those guys were like so happy when we were at the retro side LOL. wthhh.

stupid aaron jerome and not me. LOL. ;x

meowness.
the next day i went to work at 1pm.
and about 5pm+ only MR SIM asked me to cheers. LOL cheers chivas :my stomach were like sooooooo empty lol. wthhh.
hahaha but dont really wanna turn him down la. haha !
and woah mann ytd went MOS again ! cos couldnt find any nice pub to chill lol.
and while working, I already drank like.. 2hooch, >3 glasses of beer, >5 glasses of whisky.
MY FACE WERE DAMN REDDD. lol. I got off today (supposed to be), so I dont mind getting a lil tipsy to bed. but then last minute going out with cy and friends lol and TODAY I GOTTA GO WORK ! lol . went MOS drink AGAIN. lol drank 2lychee martini, 1bottle beer, 1tequila shot, 1whisky dry. lol. hello my body only consist of alcohol mann lolll ! I feeeeel strong LOL. ;x
then left MOS at like 4am? lol. we went 925 makan ar.. prawn mee v nice. I slept on the way there LOL. I was the pillion leh.. kinda dangerous but huh damn tired. lol! not enough sleep + drink so much makes me damn sleepppppppy. lol ! met chenxin they all and we ate lol. ben said he slept while driving LOL. even more dangerous LOL wth. crazy ! hahaha!
Went off at about 6am lol. YAWNS. SEEE! I SLEPT AT 7am :\ and woke up at 2+ lol. going bugis already then going workkkkkkkkkk. cy helmet spoil WAHAHAHAH cos he dropped it LOL WTH. after that going work ! working til 2ammmmm. meow. tmrw working again !
this week I worked alot TEEEEHEEEE. ;x

BTW.
I got this shinhwa concert tickets for tmrw !
FREE STANDING ($168 each)
I've got 4 tickets and I dont think I can take off to go :so letting go at $200 for 4 tickets.
text me la if interested. haahhaha it's tmrw btw. lol.

I gotta bathe and go ! ;)

Steve Irwin.

2006-09-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

I just felt very weird about Steve Irwin's death.
Perhaps, he lived his life to the fullest and that's why he came to an end so fast heh(?)
If only I've got that kinda life.
and his job was doing what he loved. wasnt that better than ANYTHING else?
haha.
but then again, where he came from he will go back from there.
Anyway, Rest In Peace Crocodile Hunter.
I love his shows because I could see how he interact with wild life.
If only I had a chance.. or rather, I have his heart&soul. He's very brave.
I guess he already prepared for an end when he started all these. Brave man (:
But anyboo.. I guess he already etched in most of our hearts !
I don't know much tho, but he is just GREAT. At least to me (:

Worked afternoon shift today. 4-9pm only teehee!
went to makan with alan at chongpang then off to work alr !
today so many directors and shareholders came :felt stress lehhh cos i'm like damn new.
but nevermind part and parcel. haha!
cy and me same time finish work then blahblahblah went for supper! lol.
lmao, his friends made me laugh like WTH. lol the muscles on my face cramped lol !
hahahahahaha.

Saw a lot of dadda's friends at sembawang there haha !
meowwwww. and gotta know that my childhood friend got married already.
mannn. damn fast ! lol. so coool .
hahaha! tmrw working 8pm-1am !

meow. sunday working :other days other than tmrw not working with cy. omgoodness.
gotta cab home alone on sunday night lol -faint-

I WANNA GO CLUBBING ON SATURDAYYYYY.
But I dont know who else is free lol !

otehh.
gonna sleep early ((:
loves to all -

simple yet happy !

2006-09-04T12:48:00.000+08:00

hahaha slept late and woke up late yesterday and went for james bday bbq.

this is usually what happens during guy's bday lol.

and then...

lmao.
hahahaha. then some of the guys kena kick down the pool. whahhaa!
fu ning's hp and wallet also went swimming already. LOL. haahahhaa!!!
damn funny. lol !

cabbed home about 11+
but slept like 4am in the morning! wahaha!
shiiiiiit my timing is like opposite already. I just cant fall asleep early! :my face damn cui already.
working later, 4-9pm hehehe yay!
early early :P

okay to my dear classmates,
NEXT MONDAY 11SEPT 2006 is OUR CLASS CHALET!!
YAYNESS. It's that big and big and nice and nice and cheap and cheapppppp bungalow jonathan finally got it for us ! damnn cool. I really like that place. and it's like $40 for 4days 3nights?
WAHAHAHHA. coolness = meowness.
yay! wanna be mad, wanna mahjong, wanna bbq, wanna ktv, wanna horror movies! wanna enjoy like the last time we went ! hahahaha! happy happy more than happy ((:

okay I gotta do my stuffs already. mooo (:

::I felt wild butterflies partying in my stomach when I see you::

first day of work ;

2006-09-03T04:35:00.000+08:00

ohhhWEEEEEEE.
work is alright (:
first day of work. hahaha !
learn quite a number of things :D

and the people there always say I look underage. :I need a sticker that written this:
"Hello I am 19 years old, thankyou!"
and paste on my forehead. where it could cover my pimples BUAHAHAHA.

and this uncle after telling me I look 14years old then gimme a $10 lol wth.
then work and slacked til 230am then went off to eat with cy. lol prata shop !
riding bike is fun, having a car is fun. both transports are fun things. as long as somebody is riding you lol ! I wanna have my own transport.. but...... I cant imagine I have to focus on the road signs and stuffs. I AM A LAZY BUM! Soooooo... it's better that somebody can ride/drive me so I can sleeeep. LOLLLL. cool.

yayy tmrw no work ! and that bloody gugu better dont call me and wake me up for rollerblade!! I WANNNAAAA SLEEEEEEP.

HELLO !
our time is so opposite lol !
meowwww !
I dont know whether i can play on wednesday or not.
pinkies... please win ):
i wanna play.......

sometimes, i felt i still feeeeel for everyone that i once felt for. lol.
and i mean EVERYDAMNONE.
hellllo. whats wrong with that? lol. dont wanna care. I'm loving it my way (:
and I love my life.
other than that, i hope everyone just take good care :D

gotta bathe and sleep :P
tmrw staying home and do some stuffs. yay ! save money ;)

hello next weekend wanna club, anyone? :P

mooooooo

2006-09-02T03:37:00.000+08:00

meow ! I had a "quick" day !

Woke up and slacked.....
had brunch with kx at chongpang market,
then met up with girlies at gym bus stop at 615 (:
HEY WE ALL WERE ON TIME HEH? hehehehe -claps- lol.
then gym till 15mins to 8pm. then walked to northpoint.
on the way we just chat non stop cannnnnn.
hahahaha so SAN BA. ;x
had dinner there !
then walked homeee!

then bout 11+ went out again,
mr hopengyou sent me to ter's block then return him some stuffs and went to his house.
yesss sadly, my KITE cant fly la ): I dont know HOW to make.
thereeeeee MUST be some tricks ):
hahahaha his kite also CANT FLY wahahahahha!!!! ;x
I guess buy a kite and RE-design would be much better ! at least it can flyyyyy. :walaooooo sad leh cant fly ): saddddded. lol. meowness. I thought like quite easy to do :hurrrr.

then came home now !
going to sleep quite soooon. dark rings to really DARK, no point saving already. lol !
YAYNESS. start work at 8pm later ((((:
hehehehee!!! :D
dont know can handle or notttt.

drink some water and go to bed !

wan an ! (:

so many caring people out there :D

sweetness;

2006-09-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

I keep on seeing this picture of my brother and my sister-in-law.
SWEEEEEEEETNESSSS.

(although their dog called bebe, didnt really focus with them! but still cute! hahaha)

Somehow I feel that my life is at ease, at the right track (:
dont know how to describe, but just feel so contented with it !
At least my heart dont sore so often as I really dislike to be in "sad" mode.
hahahaha! I just love the happy,jumpy,crazy and free bingbing! :D
It's so meeeee that I cant resist myself ! ahhahahahahahah!
Even better if I can brighten up someone's day just by smiling or laughing or craps!
BIG HUGS (:

I also want a nice voice ):

2006-09-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

hahahaha.
went to see fan yi chen and tong en in nyp !
and both of them realllllllllly can sing ok.
LIVE !
so niceeeeee.
I am in love with TONG EN's voice !
I doubt not many know about her. what a waste !
and her songs all very meaningful and unique. hard to sing la (at least to me)
WAHAHAHHAHA. ;x
fan yi chen also can sing LIVE ! nice la the songs!!

period !

I hate raining days la !
make me sick
make the floor slippery ):
I only like raining nights when I'm going to sleep.
HAHHAHAHA. ;x
okay. nonsense !

yay ! tmrw making kite !
and then saturday start work already!
yay! stupid black dog coming back to work got people accompany me alr !
hahahaha ! yayness !

work work work save save save.
I know its hard ):
sniff !

I love my life SOOOOOOOO much !
I dont know why !
hahahahaha ! just this moment !
It will be just soooo enough to forget all the bad ones !
hahahaha!

meowwww!

Everybody please rock ya life!
Life is beautiful (:

feel the breeeeze ! :D

and;

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY (:

hahahahaha!

2006-08-31T16:03:00.000+08:00

stupid immanuel forwarded this email with title :

"Super beautiful ladies"

"It's YOUR angel from above!"
lol !! ;x

"mannn.. speechless."

"The sexiest grin of all heh?"
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

"Hey baby, will you still love me in the morning?"
SERIOUSLY WILL YOU? WAHAHAHAH.
Sexah huh ?

"OMGGGG. She's gonna turn you on tonight!"
Tell me guys, will your manhood still salute after a grind from this woman here? lol!!

"Awwww. Bikini BABE."
Okay, so ppl out there who thinks you can carry two piece well, here's ur motivation!

"She told me she's SINGLE AND READY TO MINGLE!"
LOLLLLLLL. ai mai? AI or MAI? LOL!

"C'mon ! We're the hottest chics in town!"
LOL!!!! OMGNESS. See how they tryna seduce ya? lol. dont tell me you like it!!! LOL.

"I can be your pillow to cry on, just pick a part of me!"
LOL!!! :X i am baddddd. LOL. I think she look so pillow. LOL! ;x
OH I THINK I ALR HAVE ENOUGH PILLOWS! Anyone? lol !

WTF. I dont know bout this shit already. abit fake LOL!!! ;x

LOL!!!

I feel much better after seeing this.

Oh. Higher self esteem heh?

HAHAHAHA.

I am not a fatty, xiaopang, ah pui!!!!

LOLLLLL. WAHAHAHAHAHA.

I wonder how guys had sex with them felt(?)

lol.

heavy? how you turn them on? LOL.

how they TURN you on??

LOL!!!!!!!!!

okay cannot take it already.

GOING OUT (:

meowwwww!

0416 gathering;

2006-08-30T13:23:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.
just got the pictures from lixuan's camera !
We had a mini class gathering on monday 28aug06.
Went to swensens and eat eat eat , ice cream ice cream ice cream.

Ohmannn lixuan's treat for the EARTHQUAKE ok GIANT EARTHHHHQUAKE made me and ling so sinful that day HAHAHA.
meowness.

just a simple chill out day to catch up with some dudes cos some went attachment and some doing fyp. haha ! (((: and some gone to another path. meow.

then we went to esplanade and take pictures HAHA.

must be huixian anyhow taking pics ! $!%#$@#^

YOU SEE. you see huixian missing at his seat ! lol !
and we were all busy talking and MOVING! LOL!

Okay proper one (: THANKS MANAGER OF SWENSENS!

LEFT:
Xing, Imm, Suha, Huixian, Shawn, Hakim, Kenny

RIGHT:
Chewyee, Amy, Lixuan, Ling, ME, Arina, Jonathan, Jeremy

one more ! LOL. i act cute yay ! :X

As you can see, the food is here.....!

OKAYYY MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH!

PLAY WITH THE GIANT EARTHQUAKE ICECREAMMM! meow!

then BLAHBLAHBLAH!

random;

we went esplanade !

"HEY! I WASNT EVEN READY!"
LOL!!!!

THE LADIES (((:
me, arina, chewyee, amy, lixuan, ling !

"HEY AMY, you've got a bf you know! LOL dont lesbo with me!"
meow!

Okay a few more shots! LOVE IT (:

I love this picture here (((:
nicenice(:
this girlies here will always be there for you !
love and care ! :D

HAHAHAHAH! CANDID!
SO FUNNNNNNY CUTE AND WEEEE !!!! YAYNESS!

WEEEEEEEEEEE! ((((: hahahahha!

HAHAHAHA. this pose was what chewyee suggested ok!
WAHAHAHAHAHAH LMAO. I am so unnatural LOL.

MEOW. a tad too dark ! but nice tho :P

ONE MORE TO GO (:

now the GENTLEMEN (:
kenny,huixian,shawn,jeremy,suha,jon,hakim,imm,xing!
"hey xing! dont slp lehh! holiday alr! "

wahahahah ! shawn is god, and you see how he wanna conquer the two nuts.
LOL!! btw, hope you get distinction for ya fyp! MEOW! smart ass la that guy!

SEE THE TEAMWORK? AHAHAHHA.
lame crap ! lol !!

HAHAHAHA I LOVE THIS TWO PICTURES!

muahahahahhahaha !
"If you touch SHAWN THE GOD, you will get good result!"
lol !!

Sometimes we just cant get enough of it !
HAHAHAHA.

ON DA WAY BACK.
lol sorry for my meow face.
Everyone on train was damn tiredddd.
me too. this is to avoid orh ba kah-ness. WAHAHAAH.

happy happy class I've got.
nothing more nothing less.
Love ! So much we've got through..
hahahaha ! but thats how it made us together so strong(:

Left one more semester and we will ALL graduate, seperate paths!
I hope we will still meet often and mingle !
blahhh !

KTV SESSIONS SOOOOOOON LADIES (:

hahahaha!!
Okay I gotta prepare and go out already!
and yayness! I found a part time job already yay yay yay !
okay meanwhile, i'm a brokish girl ):

went interview last night with CY.
den wahhh. vrooom vrooom to lao pa sak eat supper!
hahahaha! express way was damn friggin cold mann.
and it's my first time on a sport bike on cold late night expressway.
others were not sport bike i guess. Big difference lehh.
anyhow, it's kinda fun ! hahahahah -grins-
got home around 4am @.@
and quickly meowly bathed and slp!
yesterday was a RUSH mann.

Floorball training den rushed home bathed,
make papa pressie then rush to meet him.
Eat talk catchup and he said i was thin like a stick already (ok thats definitely crap)
and he said I should be fatter cos it will look better :doink. I wanna be slimmer mann. LOL.

after which then went to meet CY.
hahahaha ! so long since we talk la and crap of cos ! lol.
It's a lil weird in the first place, but its okay la. HAHAHA.
weird of cos it will be. hahaha (: he has changed so much compared to the past !
good thing ya :D

okay!
I love my dadda always (:
I hope he love the simple and cheapo pressie I gave.
because I'm damn broke):

hehehe. the card inside wrote some mushy stuffs la.
but somehow, this is the time where u get to say WO AI NI to your dad/mom ya? :D

I Love Him. (:

gotta go !

i miss simple day just like this.

2006-08-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

meow.

slept like 2-3am last night.
was playing msn games with my cuzzie.
hahahaha! she taught me how to play the msn minesweeper which I REALLY DONT KNOW HOWWWWWW after so long. lol i just like to click anyhow. and we played BEJEWELED. MY FAVOURITE LEHHHHH. ;x
hahahaha den play til I very sleepy then go slp. haha!
woke up about 1-2pm hahahhah!

then blahblah, then meet ho peng you to fly kite!!
bought some peanuts for the monkeys!! LOL. i know its illegal, but everyone is doing that lor!
hahahhhhaah!
walaoooooo. so hard to fly that bigfat kite!! but its really nice leh. if can make it fly so so so high, it will be damn beautifulllll ! the small one is easier ! AND I PUT TILL VERY HIGH LEH!
LI HAI RIGHT?? :X okay not very high la LOL. cos too long never fly kite already. hahahahaha!!!!! :x very relaxingggg. windy, sunny.
When I look at the sky, i'm really happy. hahaha. missed so much simple days that i always always yearn for. If only I got my own transport or something I dont have to trouble ppl to bring me to places. haha. I dont have bicycle also :\ hahah!
simple day can be just sitting at the beach and chill. talk or alone also very very nice.
lie down watch the stars and hear the crickets or maybe toads farting around. haha!
Singaporeans should relax more mann hahaha!
I wanna go switzerland mann! angela told me there got bigbig lakes. and lakes are very nice lehhh. very calm. anyway, its nice to fly kite. I WANNA BE A PRO LEH. so hard lol !

after that went to feed some monkeys lol. walao, the big monkeys always SHOOO away those babies.. tsk right! so old already still so selfish@$!@% ! and some of them got hairstyles mannn!
MOHAWK ar ! lol !
and this lil baby is cute, I anyhow take picture of it lol.

I think he/she got breast lehhh! lol ! look how tiny he/she is ! :D

hahahaha monkey land! LOL.

then went to eat prata at nearby.
mushroom cheese always delicious la lol !
meow. i love mushrooms lol !!!
then after that go somewhere nearby also.. lol kick scooter there omg i like to go down slope hahahahaha! but imagine if i hit a bum and i fell off omg. LOL.
ehhh just feel very relax and fun leh.. WAHAHAHAHA.
then vroomvrooom here and there. I didnt know singapore got so many wulu places inside inside so nice lor! can take nice pictures also !
i like greeeen big patches of grass mann. hahahaha!
coooool.

got home about 8+ haha! cooool.
simple and enjoyable !
THANKYOU(:

WAHH. I wanna go swimminggg.
I love holidays ! ;x

I am contented for a day like this ! YAYNESS.

If only i got one million;

2006-08-27T00:56:00.000+08:00

NA SI WA WU JI BA BAN!

hhahahahaha!
i wanna do alot of things leh ):
feeeeeeel so broke.
and jobless.
i am greeeeedy greeeeeeedy.

today sang ktv with cuzzie.
i think we two basically are mad nuts.
LOL. especially the part when we sang WO YAO FEI - F.I.R.
HAAHHAHA.
I laugh and sing can LOL.
wthhhhh and she so high over there LOL!!

ok i lazy to blog already!
i'm eating BEN & JERRY CHOCOLATE BROWNIE NOWWW.
omgggggggg :X

flying kite tmrw :D

ohya, pierced my ear again lol the TRAGUS part lor.
xinghua la say wanna pierce lol den i say mayb i accompany him pierce oso.
then reach them with my cuzzie and his friend den he ask me pierce lol den pierce lor.
$5.90 ma not expensive lol. since mine closed already. lol !
hi new friend ! tragus ! hahahaha.

den after that we all headed home le HAHAHAH.
no time for me and cuzzie to shop shop so going on wednesday! to bugis ! ((:
just wanna see new clothes haha ! but no money to buy :(

then went home from khatib!
mr goodfriend fetched me home. lol!
vroooOOom vRroooOom!
hahahah thanks leh meow!
((((:

ok afterall, i still wanna sing !
NA SI WA WU JI BA BANNNNNNN! lol !!!$#@%!% @$!%
boooooo! :D

ROAR!

2006-08-26T11:30:00.000+08:00

001. I fcukin dont wanna ans this qns LOL. yal know why la huh.
002. Nickname - bingbing, bingg, bear, mickeymouse, mousey, smurf blahblahblah.
003. Single or taken - SINGLE (:
004. Zodiac Sign - cancer
005. Male or Female - sheMALE. lol. kinda. FEMALE la :006. Elementary School - Jiemin Primary
007. Ipod - Video
008. How many buddies on your list - what list ? lol.
009. friendster name - BINGBING
010. Hair Color - Ugly brown lol
012. Hair Long or Short - short and long
014. Eye Color - dark brown
015. Are you health freak - ummmm... @.@
016. Height - 161cm
017. Do you have a crush on someone - ummmm i doubt so? LOL
018. Do you like yourself - yes of course :P
019. Braces? - nahhh
020. Think you're awesome? - ummmm yehyehyeh ok. LOL
021. Piercings - yes.. ears,tongue,belly.
022. Tattoo - haven got one (:

Your 'Firsts'

024. Surgery - Knee operation, Ligament torn la..
025. First piercing - i think K2, my ears. i cried on the 2nd pierce. wtf. LOL
026. First best friend - Esther Tay Shi Ting in pri sch LOL.
027. First Award - hmmmm pri 1 sports day. some bean bag competition HAAHA
028. First Sport You Joined - Athletics (Track & Field) Primary 4
029. First pet - ITS A GREY/WHITE/BLACK EYED RABBIT! LOVE IT.
030. First vacation - Must be somewhere in msia lol
031. First Concert - I think energy? lol !
032. First love - the guy who look like a dog lol! CY la.

Favorites

033. Favorite movie - I LOVE ALL THE LOVE COMEDIES :P
034. Favorite tv show - umm random ;x
035. Color - PURPLE , WHITE, TURQOUISE, green. whitewhitewhitepurplepurplepurple
036. Music - I like anything that comes smooth ;x AND meaningful. & mayb groovy ;x
039. Drink - JIA JIA LIANG TEH. lol. and many others ba.. OH BUBBLE TEA OF COS!
040. Body part not on the face - waist? lol. ok if its FLAT.
041. Cartoon - OK I LOVE TOM&JERRY ok so funny can. alot actually ;x
042. Favorite piece of clothing - my smelly blanket? :X
043. Brand Of Clothing - ANYTHING nice to wear and fit la. not brand concious tho.
044. What do you sleep with - BED,BLANKET,PILLOW,BOLSTER,SMALL BLANKET,BEAR,FAN/AIRCON.
045. Favorite School - love JIEMIN PRI and NORTHLAND SEC.
046. Favorite Animal(s) - ALLLLLL :)
047. Favorite Book - HARRYPOTTER ;x
048. Favorite Magazine - hmmm cleo i guess.
049. Eating - Almost anything, not really fussy la..
050. I'm drinking - NOTHING.
052. I'm about to - to go prepare to meet cuzzie!
053. Listening to - JOSH HOGE - 360 ;x
055. Waiting For - JOBS ):
056. Watching - nil
057. Wearing - BIG TEE and SHORTS

Your Future

058. Want Kids - i think 3 is always a good sum. ;x
059. Want to Get Married - I guess so (:
060. Careers in Mind - Anything comfy and doesnt make myself felt sucha DRAG! >4k ;x

Which is better with the Opposite Gender

068. Lips or Eyes - Lips? ;x i like edison lips ok! sexah hot stuffs!
069. Hugs or Kisses - i prefer hugs.
070. Shorter or Taller - Taller (:
072. Romantic or Spontaneous - BOTH please. maybe more romantic ;x
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - nice arms!
074. Sensitive or Loud - Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or Relationship - relationship
076. Sweet or Caring - sweet AND caring.
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - Hesistant. had enuf of trouble maker alr lol.

Have you ever

078. Kissed a Stranger - no!
079. Drank bubbles - OMG YES LOL :X
080. Lost glasses/contacts - yep lost my specs :081. Ran Away From Home - Never..
082. Broken a bone - NOPE.
083. Got an X-ray - yep!
084. Broken Someone's Heart - yes i guess so..
086. Turned Someone Down - yep. :087. Cried When Someone Died - of cos la. i'm a crybaby.....so wad u tink?
088. Cried at school - CRYBABY. ):

Do You Believe In

089. God - Mmmm perhaps (:
090. Miracles - Yes and No.
091. Love at first sight - maybe? lol.
093. Aliens - HAHAHA no. but i know DHARNI sure believe this.
094. Magic - yesyes. BLACK MAGIC heh lol
095. Heaven - I duno (:
096. Santa Claus - I hope its real ! i wanna touch his white mousy lol
097. Sex on the first date - Yep i believe theres ppl out there doing this (:
097. Kissing on the first date- perhaps?
099. Angels - ohhh i am one already. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer Truthfully

100. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? - Not exactly.. hahaha my mind is too occupied to think of this!

Meow. killing time, gonna prepare at 1130! and out to bedok meet cuzzie.

FINALLY HOLIDAY.
going to fly kite on sunday! yayyyy!
I scare the string snap lol. like so sad right? LOL.
woahhh. LIKE HOW MANY AGES ALREADY SINCE I LAST FLEW A KITE!
I like! like so cute leh to fly a kite lol.
It's like sooooo long since someone plan/organise stuffs for me. appreciated ok!
I think appreciation is very very very important. (: thankyouthankyouthankyou!

Okay later i going ktv to OFF PITCH ! lol. madness ! dont know what to sing mann and duno how to sing HAHAHA. the bedok place is very cheap so my cousin asked to go cos we both HOLIDAY ALR!!
hahahahah!

okay time's UP!
wear nicenice smell nicenice go gai gai lo! (((((:

binggggg out!

LOVES! HOLIDAYYY !!!

2006-08-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

TAGS REPLIES:

SII* :
lol !! actually not really interested on the guys part,
just wanna enjoy myself hahaha cos i have been so stressed up.
madneeessssss! hahaha i told joey give you all the six guys LOL. ;x
we go another time k ! ((:

XUAN* :
YES. its OVER nowwwww! no extension. yippie!! ((((:
yeahyeah we really need to enjoy ourselves and also i need to work too :getting old already WAHAHAHAHA :

CHEE* :
hahahhahaha! no chance for whoever la lol ! dabian. I HOLIDAY ALR!
YAYNESS! MEOWNESS! BINGGNESS! :P
You still got one more weeeeek. hiakhiak!

AMBER* :
dajie arhhhhh i not going already! hahaha! but when you gg back aussie?

SHIR* :
I thought you ending same day as me!?
NOW IS MY H O L I D A Y S HAHAHAHA.
SHIIIIOKKKKKNESSS.
I heard you've compy tmrw ? at where? what time?
I'm gg town at night with my cuzzie :P

FENG* :
WAAAHHHH SO FAST?
walao. I no money la :left like less than $50 only ....
I'm a poor kid okkk.
hahahaha! enjoy yourself la or maybe you can bring a malay dictionary?
WAHAHAHAHA. or now go and learn one dollar to one thousand dollars in malay!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. :X just dont get mixed up ok?
hahaa :X ahhhh if u wan can shop for me osoo HAHAHA :$

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

YELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL OUT LOUD LOVELIES!
BECAUSEEEEEEE MYYYYYY HOLIDAYYYYYYSSSSSSSSS
STARTEDDDDDDDD FROM NOWWWWWWW ONNNNNNNNN!
meow!
omg seh. 12weeks. and 2weeks of tortureeeeee. in and out, up and down.
everywhere any corners i faced difficulties, and i am not suppose to give up...
I mean EVERYWHEREEEE ok.
it just came crashing down worse than a landslide ! :Each time I wish I could just give up and say byebye, but I know I will regret so I did not.
Just managed to scrap through so its better than ZERO right? ;P
hahahaha!

Woahhhh. afterall, ... ok i need to deeeeeep breathe first ! BAHHH!
lol !
fyp is silly but still i've learnt something from it yet again (:
perhaps there are just too many NOT-SO right time in between me and my teacher. :ohwell.
afterall my partner desmond might be irritating and talks alot, but well he's actually not a bad guy ya.. at least he knows where he is bad at and admit what ppl say about him. haha! yala hope he change for the better or something.. well, everyone is different and you need like plenttttttttttttttty of time to really know someone. it might just take u YEARS and go back to square one. Perhaps we should also compromise each other by accepting and also change when you know it's truly terrible. It's one for one mann. Life is fair (:
My lab mates were coool too. even tho most of my time I spent with my classmates Lixuan,Chewyee and Imm (of cos we had lotsa fun time and sorta felt the bond in us grew ;) ) lab mates create laughters to boring tasks in the quiet lab. ahah!

Holiday is REALLLLLLY here.
I need a job. I need a break.
how can I have bothhhhhh. LOL.
I think I better get a job.
moneymoneymoneyyy ):
license license licenseeeeee.
still so far to make it come trueeeee.
ROAR!

Okay. tmrw going out with cuzzie to singsing at bedok cheapcheap nicenice coolcool !
then after that will be going town gai gai !
hahahah then maybe meeting xinghua, cos that guy ahh wanna pierce lar lol.

okay too tired to type already.
MONDAY GOT GATHERINGGG.
YAY. broke ass...... i go swensens drink plain water already. LOL. :X

hahahaha!
OKAY. time to enjoy.
and life is wonderful ok? (:
dont give up people.
i mean whoever !

MEOw

2006-08-25T07:44:00.000+08:00

omgoooooodness.
last day of FYP already.
i rushed my friggin report til 5am+ in the morning.
and some screenshots i left in sch computer havent put inside and now i duno how can i fcuking burn out my project in cd. OMG SIAK.

I AM TIRED TIRED AND TIRED.
WORSE THAN NUANUA. WORSE THAN WHATEVER.

okay anyone UP for MOS TONIGHT?

GO LEH.
sisi is MAD about going hahahaha!
I dont mind actually because i'm so stressed up lately.
FINISHED ALR I STILL FEEL WEIRD.
ohyea. I wont fail or extend hahahhaa.
but confirm getting a C or D already.
omg siak. KNS. ohyea.
my GPA will drop till 2+ already. hahhaha!
but hope it doesnt go soooooo damn jialat la HAHA.
meowww!

PLEASEEEEEEEE.
ohshit. I have to write something OMG SIAK :
my report is like only about 30-40 pages of craps.
argh.......ZZzz.

OMG I HAVE BEN&JERRY CHOCOLATE BROWNIE IN MY FREEZER!!!
YUMMMMMMMMMMYYYY!
later i wanna go home early from sch and EAT and SLP and then club! ;x
FATBING on the way ! hahahahaha!!!!!

okay enough i should go prepare already. i'm so ORH BA KAH! ):
meoww
MOS leh anyone?!?!!?
WHOEVERRRR ! MEOW!

Josh Hoge - 360 ;

2006-08-24T07:25:00.000+08:00

Come sing along with me ((:

oooooooo, nooo

so thats the way it is
you can just go find someone else
and let me go like you don't owe me a thing

i can handle this
i've been through it all before
and you'll get yours
and i'mma bounce back again

(you can tell someone) that you'll be there
(and then walk away) like you don't care
I'm not sayin' this 'cause i'm mad
I just want you to understand
one day it's gonna catch up with you

(What goes around comes around)
Baby, I thought you knew
(prove somebody wrong before too long)
It's gonna get done to you
(and you might beg that way)
blame me for a fool
but you know (360)
It's commin' right back to you

You must be sittin' on top of the world
feelin' like you're finally free
but you will see that it won't be too long
takin' what you deserve
and you're the one somebody leaves
and you're vaguly
and wishin' never did me wrong, baby
(you can tell someone) that you will be there
(and then walk away) like you don't care
you might decide you want me back
but it'll be too late for that
so all i'll have to say...

(What goes around comes around)
Baby, I thought you knew
(prove somebody wrong before too long)
It's gonna get done to you
(and you might beg that way)
play me like a fool
but you know (360)
It's commin' right back to you
but you know (360)
It's commin' right back to you

Just like the way that this world turns
play the game that way and you'll get burned
but you know
ooooh!

What goes around comes around
Baby, I thought you knew
(prove somebody wrong before too long)
It's gonna get done to you
(and you might beg that way)
blame me for a fool
but you know (360)
what goes around comes around(360)
oohh
what goes around comes around
360, now (360)
what goes around comes around
360, now (360)
what goes around comes around
it's commin' around (360)

nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah,
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah,
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah,
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah...

I love this song (:
yal know,
what goes around comes around !

GOOD MORNING !

2006-08-24T07:00:00.000+08:00

WOAH SEH.
I woke up at 430am just now @.@
haahha! damn shiok.
I slept about 7++ i think.
TOO TIRED ALR LA.

Damnnnnn shiok ahhh.
but once I closed my eyes, my mind is in a whirlpool mannnn.
all my project stuffs cycling slowly in circles.
SEE? I AM GOING NUTS !

Today is THURSDAY ALREADY.
I have to complete my shits today and compile my report tonight.
I'm uber worried about it NOT working ):
HOW HOW HOW.
and because I cant complete on time..
I missed the DOUBLE O session with xinghua they all.
Its weilie's birthday ! and ladies night too :meowness seh.
anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILIE tho i doubt you will read this.
HAHAHAHA.

Yucks mann, exams also wont get THIS stress from FYP.
Project really trained you to be a working adult mannn, not exam.
You have to be damn responsible for whatever actions you made previously.
YESYESYES -nags-
By all, I still fear of extension. I NEED HOLIDAYS BADLY LA.
SEEN MY SHAGGED FACE?
arghh! I forgot EVERYTHING and only thinking about project lately.
Everything seems like a plan for me (:
so great tho. everything happened for a damn reason !
After struggling through this fyp shit (which I wont know its when?!!?) ,
I will be as free as wind !
A reaaaaaaaaal break I'm having. no worries no woes !

Things I've yet to do/complete/whatever:

28aug : Gathering with classmates @ Swensens.
1 sept : I wanna go back NORTHLAND SEC SCH. Anyone?? :X

SEPT HOLS : -
* I WANT CLASS CHALET ! I hope jonathan able to book that big house !!!
* I WANNA WORK FOR KA-CHINGS! $$$$$
* I WANNA SAVE MY MONEY FOR LICENSESSSSSSS!! DIVING AND CAR !
* I WANNA HAVE DINNER WITH PAPA AS BDAY PRESSIE !
* I WANNA LOSE SOME FATS !
* I WANNA PLAY FLOORBALLLLLL LIKE CRAZY NUTS !
* I WANNA EAT CHOCOLATES !!!!
* I WANNA PLAY AND HAVE FUN!
* I WANNA FLY KITE!
* I WANNA CLUB!
* I WANNA GO VROOoOM VROOoOOOM !
* I WANNA GO BUFFET !
* I WANNA BE HAPPY EVEN THOUGH I ALR AM ! ((((:

till then.......................

back to reality! (SNAP!)
I have to complete my shit before I can do other shit ):
MEOWNESS.

I WILL BE GOING SCH SO EARLY !
WOOOT.
FIRST TIME SEHHHHH. hahahahahaha!!

Gotta bathe and prepare (:

HELLO IF ONLY I CAN FINISH IT ALLLL.
IF ~
anyone MOS on friday? stupid pi gu joey going and asked me along.
AHHH. Til then. ):

TODAY,
TONIGHT,
TMRW
WILL BE HELL.

MEOW.

;

2006-08-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

meowmeow me.

my right upper eye lid never stopppppp twitching for 5mins already.
stillllll counting. ):
sighhhh. i think i need some sleeeeep.
i need to sleep early tonight.
as the day draws nearer.
the more dull i feeel.

presentation was quite alright.
but hell, that is not the main thing i'm stressed about.
it's my supervisor......... sigh.

i'm eating funny chicken wings my mom made.
hahahaha !
smells good (:

will turn in early today!
i wonder how starving for two days feel like.
hahaha, i didnt manage to do that la cos i ate just now !
I dont wanna be a freak. i'm not hungry actually but i know i need to eat !
hahahah !
no floorball training today.
eeeee. but at least i can sleep early (:

hello meow.
addicted to meowing.
it's a form of saying... mmm...
"hi", "thanks", "bye", "ok" , yadayadayada. lol.
so MEOW!

stupid project.lazy me! ):

2006-08-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna extend my weeks for my fyp.
i rather get bad grade at least i wont fail,
because extending doesnt mean i will have result to show.....
i dont really bother anymore.
since i've got two plans.

if my overall result for diploma suck,
i will work and gain experience and part time.
since nowadays you just anyhow pick one of those ppl out there,
they got a degree..
and i dont wanna force myself to study what i'm not looking into...

I dont wanna feel like shit forever..
it's killing meee.
stupiddd.

bubble tea is my meal today. meow.

thanks peeps for ya tagtag support ((:

I dont wanna extend.
any idea what fucking excuse i can tell my supervisor?
i need a serious break, u know its not easy to go through all shits at once....
and the worse is...... i feel like pulling my hair and shout but i think its damn dumb,
bcos the problem still there.
ok set.
goodbye nyp! bad grade oso nvm already.. (:
i will tell teacher i dont wanna extend.
yes,yes,yes i will.

monday blues;

2006-08-21T09:10:00.000+08:00

meow.
I hate monday blues.
I slept less than 5hours. booo !

I can feel the unusual schedule I spent during the weekends.
I felt funny. hahaha (:
But everything's gonna be alright!

Perhaps I'm just not very yet use to it.
gonna get back on right track,
gimme time and work and I can be a gutsy baby once again !

Soon I'll learn to sing myself to bed;

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2006-08-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

1.whose picture is it that you keep in your
wallet?
- haha used to be terence&me but i've already flip it over. it looks weird inside. lol

2. wat time do you go to bed?
- usually after 1am?

3. Does anyone in your family scold you when you
play the com / laptop daily?
- my mom used to, but not anymore.. cos she got USED to it. lol.

4. what was the latest movie you saw?
- THE BREAKUP,CLICK,TOKYO DRIFT, LAKEHOUSE. blahblah. (:

5. when was the last time you went out?
- ummm few days back? lol. holiday not here yet, cannot enjoy!

6.what do you hate the most for now?
- hmmm. nothing much.. my not-long-not-short hair? irritating! lol !

7. what things you want to do now?
- SO MANY MANY MANY MANY. lol. moolahh first ! $$$. so i can do what i wanna do :X

8. what do you do everyday besides eating and
sleeping??
- online........blah. dont know. i like vroom vrooom who got vroomvroom bring me out! lol ! :x

9. talked on the phone just to say good night?
- I will. lol. only girls will find it sweet. hahaha

10. miss someone?
- so manymanymanymillllions of them! joking la not millions but tons :X

11. are you a coffee addict?
- NEVER once. lol.

12. are you satisfied with your life now?
- pretty much contented ! but i have alot more goals to hit (:

13. will you share a glass of water with a friend?
- duh.

14.when was the last time you ate seafood?
- umm imm's birthday? lol

15. ever had a food fight?
- throw bananas ? :
16. what do you usually eat for breakfast?
- i like it just fruit juices ! i usually eat brunch lol !

17. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
- yep, not the first time but it not me that got involved most of the time. lol what the..

18. what's your favorite fast food?
- KFC , LJS. more and more and more !

19. Can you remember what you did on the first
day of your school in primary one?
- keep saying hi to ppl and make new friends and got so pissed with the lilboy named ethan cos he kept on crying til his mucus everywhere and i was sitting infront of him at the concourse! meow!!

20. who's on ur mind?
- sharon ! dont know why ! lol. hi dont hao lian huh ! lol

21. did u ever cheat during exam?
- only tests lol

22. how's your heart lately?
- my heart ar? heart disease lol. wtf. its well kept, strong and fit. because the heart knows what is good for it to survive. not some whoever can make it weak! :D

23. what Reminds you of ur 1st love?
- ERRRR. bicycle? lol i rmbr i borrow his bicycle and then blahblahblah.

24. ever had a crush on a teacher?
- no way :
25. things u need to do everyday?
- URINE? hahahahahahah

waiting for my mom to go to bed. so i can go supper without her nagging(worrying).
hhahahah :P
catching up with longlostfriendsss, cooool mayb can get to vroom vrooom but now is not car is bike lol !!! :X yayness !

meow !

Natasha Bedingfield - Single ;

2006-08-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

anybody got this song?
damn nice right ??
I always like it very much.
but NOW, I feel it ! it's so damn cool.
and I feel like flying ! LOL.
all the load off me already! thanks terence! (:
hahahahaha!

the lyrics so cooool, so true!
I always listen but now when I listen I can feel her.
LOLLLLL.
I think damn shiok. LOL!
I can send you if you want too !
but hello pls dont report to police LOL!
ohfuckers.

nahh you see!

Ah yeah thats right
All you single people out there
This is for you
Yeah

Im not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos Im happy where I am)
Dont depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I dont need to be anyones baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I dont need another half to make me, whole

Make your move if you want doesnt mean I will or wont
Im free to make my mind up you either got it or you dont

Chorus:
This is my current single status
My decleration of independence
Theres no way Im tradin' places
Right now a stars in the ascendance

Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be
Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be

Yeah, uh huh, thats right

Dont need to be on somebodys arm to look good
(I like who I am)
Im not saying I dont wanna fall in love cause I would
Im not gonna get hooked up just cause you say I should
(Cant romance on demand)
Im gonna wait so Im sorry if you misunderstood

ooohh yeah

Chorus:-
This is my current single status
My decleration of independence
Theres no way Im tradin' places
Right now a stars in the ascendance

Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be
Im single
Thats how I wanna be
(Right Now)
Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be
(Right Now )
Im single, oh oh ooh

Everything in its right time
Everything in its right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way...
Its my way
Eh, I like it this way, eh

Make your move if you want doesnt mean I will or wont
Im free to make my mind up you either got it or you dont
'Til then Im single

Chorus:-
This is my current single status
My decleration of independence
Theres no way Im tradin' places
Right now a stars in the ascendance

This is my current single status
My decleration of independence
Theres no way Im tradin' places (Right now a star)
Right now a stars in the ascendance

Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna
Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be
Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna
Im single woooh
Thats how i wanna be
ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh oooh

IT JUST ROCKED MY ASS! (:

meow!
supper tonight with longlostfriend. lol !
and after next friday,
it's time to havoc!! (((((:
oh of cos, i need to work and floorball!
omg cant wait!
meow meow!

OK FOR NOW.
damn the report ):

HELLO GIRLS,meet up sooooon!
our hols after next weeeeek ! YAY!
miss yal so damn muchhhh.
ANYONE WANT TO EAT GOLDEN MUSHROOMS WITH ME?
I miss it !!!! hahahahaha!!!
omg i cant believe i can be THISSSS happy! thankgod !

At least;

2006-08-19T16:24:00.000+08:00

At least I've tried all my best.
even if it wasnt the best for you, I've tried.
I never regret what I've done,
hmmm only felt silly and dumb.

Maybe someday when you finally learn to feel another's heart,
you will know a taste of how-hard.

I could do it the otherwise,
but no. cos I've a heart.
(does your heart ever ever has that sharp sting pain before? I doubt so.)

Well,
<3 is still a beautiful thing in my eyes (:
and
I'll never stop trying for the one-to-come;
What has already passed will not stop me from moving on,
I've learnt and I'll spur on (:

It's good to leave, I cant keep up anyway.
There's too many rules to play.

So I'm just alot better off without you.

SMELLLLLL FRESH !

2006-08-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

muahahahaha !
I SMELL FRESH AND NICE (:

something new heh.
i've got a whole new world to me now,
i'm gonna treasure it.
don't play with me..
because i wont response to whoever anymore.
it's a great time to take a great break !
and I like it lidat ! WEEEEE !

Last night was pleasant (:
I like to see the sky and I like the breeze !
I feel so comfortable lying down on the whats-that-called? swingswing.
THANKYOU. -so weird, so formal heh?-
AHHAHHA.

Slept at 7am in the morning, and woke up 11am+
AM I COOL ? (the icon with the sunglass!)
hahahahaha ! (((:

I told mummy already.
I teared, but it's not 'cos I'm sad. Really.
Perhaps just.. feel funny. lol.
aiya crybaby what you expect.
I feeeel too much for others,
sometimes I forgot to pity my own self.
same goes to linda!
we better start to pity ourselves !
LOL.
and YES,
WE SHOULD CELEBRATE !
MONDAY SHOPPING WITH YOU (:
yeahhhh !

(:

meow!

2006-08-18T09:10:00.000+08:00

nurul, mai, ME, linda. ((:

I went out with the girls last night to town.
talk talk talk, crap crap crap.
WALK WALK WALK.
my legs were breaking.
we waited for angela, but she wasnt there. lol.
no hp to contact her either! ):
rahhh.

LINDA IS SO INTO MS SWAN THAT SHE TALKS LIKE HER.
I wanna take a chopstick and poke her nose!!!! ROAR!
"yehyehyeh ok".
wahahhaahhaha! shes a bloody funny irritating woman in the world. LOL!

as days goes by,
I know i will be better off without you;

I wanna see it coming..
when it took the longest,
it will get the hardest.

cool.

2006-08-17T09:28:00.000+08:00

FINALLLLLLY.
my heart felt different.
and its only after 3days..
I think I'm cool. -the icon with sunglass-
lol.

I know I wont cry and look into it anymore.
I hated myself for being silly, and only till now I learnt to love myself a lil more.
but nothing more to say,
i'm clear, i'm good.

I'm strong once again (:

HEY I FELT THE DIFFERENCE.
I really doooooo! -chicken dance!-

thankyou friends and friends.
thankyou for being myself, i looked up to myself.
Nobody gonna get another bingbing in their life.

The sadness is forgetten.
and I wish the memories erased too.
Okay lazy to think or talk about it anymore..

NEXT FRIDAY IS MY HOLIDAYYYY.
YAY!
WORK WORK WORKKKK!
morning i hope can get office job,
night will be pub,
part time tutor. AARON IAM WAITING FOR YOUR CALL.):
yes. and PAYDAY = OMGDAY.
sweeeeee!

I'm turning against the world,
not the otherwise. (:

EVERYTHING HAPPENED FOR A GOD DAMN REASON.
My life may suck at the end of it,
but I will not worsen it by only worrying about my future.
so chiiilll.
blingbling bingbing boinkboink.
i'm mine, i'm a happy go lucky girl ! YAYAYAYAYAYNESS!

i laughed at myself;

2006-08-16T19:04:00.000+08:00

我很傻。

Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen..
.
.
.
and I really really really thought all along,
you felt it too.

I'm a silly girl.. (:

I like the view,
when there was me and you..

tmrw meeting linda and others ! going tiasa !
maybe i should aim a stick and get a newwww floorball stick !
yay !

floorball stick,
diving course,
shopping spree...
blahblah
i need at least one thousand dollars.
LOL.
FULL TIME + EXTRA TIME JOB.
wahahahah.
okay btw, who need a job NOW.
and i mean NOW.
please lemme know.
GIRLS ONLY. (((:
can work immediately!!
hahahahha ! :P

YAY.
fan yi chen coming my school.
and i'm gg to see....!
i tell you,
his new album is a MUST BUY.
or MUST GET!!!!
so nice to hear leh.
cannot tahan. woot.

2006-08-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

I live not to impress others,
but only myself.

and this...
makes a hell lotsa difference if one could get what I mean. (:

goodnight!

I'm forgetting about memories,
because those are not what I really wanted.
I'm tired of loving already. loving somebody so hard. doesnt make him loves you back, neither it makes this whole thing beautiful. I might just say, I destroyed it myself... haha!
haha. all I need is break, and some new aims and aspects of life.
Maybe just not the cup of tea.
and I guess that constipation you wished didnt happen.. bcos that key you swallowed eventually came out and everything was gone.. hahahaha.
I'm a happy girl after after afterall. and always will..

BOOO !

2006-08-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

I slept at 5am+ after trying to sleep but failed and msn with friends til morning.
and went to bed. BUT HEY I MANAGED TO WAKE UP AND GO SCHOOL OK. :$

hahahaha. reached school before 12pm.
earlier than lixuan! means good liao WAHAHAHAHAH!!

slacked till now.
gotta do something already.
yawns.

perhaps monday is my presentation.
and then.. GONE CASE.
Gonna screw it because I did nothing..
YAWN.

okay nevermind it doesnt matter already.
WAHAHAHAHAHA.

DESTINED.
shutup! LOL.

CHEWYEE IS A NOISY GIRL! hahahahaha !

bubbye.
I changed this layout in like <10mins.
WAHAHAHHA. in school.
TSK.
huehuehuehue. :P

I love my new taste of life !

1yr 8mths 28days;

2006-08-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

The normal life resumed just by a sentence.

If you love him, set him free.
If he is yours to keep, he will be back someday..

Trust me, you are not a bad guy (:

Everything happened for a reason,
Every step you take in life, is a choice.
See this, I never regret loving you.
Take good care. I'm still strong and fine !
hello i'm still a optimistic bingbing !
hyper as ever, and everyone's cherrypie :D
I'm sorry to whoever that i've spoiled their day,
but I guess I've made more ppl smile than sulk :)
and hey, nothing stops me from going on like this. I like it.
but one thing so amazing..
the quotes of life.. are not just words and letters.
they meant something. and you could only feel it, when u experienced it.
I feel for you.. and always will.

oops!

2006-08-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

wooot forgot to add,
YAYNESS.

Finally got my new specs :P
strike it off my wishlist alr !
so many years after my previous (which my mother threw it away!),
I finally got another one.

and thanks, I didnt bring it to floorball training on friday night and I took the wrong bus home.
I couldnt see properly and I flagged for it. and board it..
till I see it going duno where..... OMGOODNESS.
den I dropped and cross the bridge and took a cab home. LOL.
sharks!

This is how I look with the specs :P

huehuehue.
got it for $85 ! birthday pressie (((:
hehehehe!

back to the old schedule. YAWN.

Sunday looooon.

2006-08-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

I always get goosebumps watching NDP.
I feeeeeeel for singapore okay. hahaha!
Why must we feel ashame of being Singaporeans?
lol. I'm kinda proud of it (:
Anyhow..

I woke up kinda late today.
and yesterday seems like a disaster.
I gotta take a nap later. and perhaps do something LATERLATERLATER on.

Kinda lost now.. YAWNNNNNN.

and I miss my lil rascal.
ohhhhhhh. ddddddddimy!

and how I wish I've a lil pet to talk to ! rahhhhh.
but I know I will have to time to take care of them,
yea I dont wanna see them leaving earth cos of me ):
i miss my kiwi-hammie. that lil hammie that will lick my fingers each time i put it near his mouth,
and kiwi will always fall asleep on my fat belly soundly,
and look at me so TOOT-ly thinking I'm gonna steal those straws from his house again HAHAH.
toooooooot baby.
but he already left me for many years, I'll never forget him.
He etched the deepest,fondest memory in my heart already.
sweet thang !

huehuehue.

friday to saturday time spent with lil rascal were terrific (:
hahahaha!
accompanied him back to CIA (this time I got it right ok ! )
and then we took bus, and I was sleeping and he was reading my book,
and then.. I was dreaming that I'm playin BASEBALL ok.
and my hands JERKED! WAHAHAHAH.
and I woke up, and he looked at me! OMG SO PAISEH.
cos usually he will be doing all these jerky stuffs when sleeping BUAHAHAHA.
but hey! I jerked at the right time mannn lol.
cos REACHED his bus stop already and he didnt notice either, and quickly he got down !
hahaha. thanks to my jerky baseball imagination ! soo cooooooool.
I dreamt that I'm gonna HIT the ball ! thats why :X
hahahah! and I slept all the way to changi airport and back to yishun !
my flu was terrible :Time flew !

Blahhh. today will be a slacky day at home.
gonna clear up my room laters :(
gonna THROW THROW THROW ALL AWAY.
yawn.

should I sleep or start now?
okay sleeeeeeep. :X

laters.

<3

2006-08-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'm blessed with a very good brother.

I really wish to lighten off his load.
I really wish I could just grew up and be wiser.
I really wish not to just cry when my feelings were shaken.
I need to learn, and not waste time.

I need someone to talk to...
but I dont know where to start.
he asked me to call him whenever I need someone to talk to.. i teared.
I want to be as responsible as him, as capable as him as wise as him.
how can i..

Just a small girl inside me..
when can I change, I've said so many times.
I should just stop giving myself excuses..

I need to be responsible and be capable..
I really need to.

Is this time?
I've already said so many times,
and now I dont dare to say it again till I see it coming.
no, til I see it happened..

I'm know I'm not the worse,
and I should just be a better person to my own family.
I've been doing alot of unnecessaries.

even though there's more ppl out there doing worse than me,
but one thing..
we came from different family background and survive in different family.
I dont wanna be a useless child.

Like many others I've seen.

I should just stop bothering others.
and do my own things.
I've been a busybody, and wasted my time.

I love my family.
you know they will be always there,
it's in the blood. they are more important.
and will be the top of my list.

I'll need to change.

For our sake.

TERRIFIC IS THE WORD FOR -CLICK- !

2006-08-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

WOAH.
I love the show CLICK.
hello cheese and cheekens you gotta catch it !
wahahahaha !
we didnt take any pic so i anyhow put this;

HAHAHAHAHAH. uglehh.

Anyway, this is one show that makes you cry and laugh at the very same time !
hahahahaha.
I like the story plot heh. (:
Nothing good comes so easily, DREAM ON !
You have to put effort in it !

and I totally agreed that FAMILY COMES FIRST (:

I love this show :D

Floorball training tmrw.
and I've just realised there's more ppl getting irresponsible now.
I dont like that :X
Why is it so hard to be honest? It wont even hurt feelings so why? hahaha.

and met sharon awhile, cos she was pretty full to eat tgt.
she gave me a BROWNIE.
I mean a cactus! SO CUTE.
she said it was purple, but i cant see leh.. must be cock eyed.
damn cute thing ! hahaha!
I named it brownie cos at first I thought it's a BROWNIE that she is holding on !
hahahahaha.
thanks sweet ! :)
I love it!

music : LINGER - THE CRANBERRIES (:

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2006-08-10T12:24:00.000+08:00

Skipped school once again :)

Ohh I love dawsons creek songs :D
I like her sexy emo voice.

For your info... I skipped school cos I slept too much.
I slept from ytd ummm.....
11am-3pm,
then
5+ - 12mn,
then 1am- this morning 11+

You do the calculations mann I think too much already.
I cant rmbr what I really did last night.
I never watch NDP either.

and now it bloody caused me severe headache. ):

Sigh....
2 more weeks and fyp is over.
but I did nothing and last night I dreamt that I've got myself a F.
wahahahhahaa.
Paranoid heh?
oh well...

I felt the irritation whenever I think of school.
nothing beats it. -i swear-

meeting linda later for movie in the evening.
meeting sharon at night for dinner and chitchatting. i miss you !
we will have so much to talk about heh? haha! you know what i mean :D

and I think I should do my stuffs now.. ):
moooooooooodless .

If only I have a beautiful voice, I will sing you to sleep baby..

Random;

2006-08-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 7am+ showered and woke baby up.
It's time to book in !

Accompanied him 858-ed to the place.
The bus rides there and back to home were friggin cold.
Thanked god that he lent me his jacket, if not i'll be feverish now.
wahhaha.

and I love to laugh at him when he dont know the tricks of eating the cup-jelly!
MUAHAHAHA. :P

omg I just realised we watched My SUPER ex-gf half-way through only.
dang !
we went supper with railey at prata shop and we couldn't see charlotte.
TSK. LOL.

and today, I cant see the beautiful fireworks. ): -pouts-
and I'm very sleeeeepy still after napping from 11am-3pm.
I need moreeeeeeee.

and one thing so YAYNESS!!
catching Click with linda tmrw !! MOHOHOHOHO.
many watched already and I couldnt find a nice resolution one so yay! again! :D

okay, I love singapore!
happy national day :D

hello mr terence sim,
I miss you now.
and you wont read this
muahahaa.

wooppie.

2006-08-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY IN ADVANCED (:
It's a boring holiday tho....
I cant see the fireworks, and I have to do project at home.

Milk , toast and honey.

I just need some love&honey, and that it's how it should be;

I dont wanna be your boyfriend anymore.

.

2006-08-07T17:54:00.000+08:00

DAMN SIAN LAR.
period.

chill;

2006-08-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

woah. slept til now shiokanathan.

well, tmrw I'll be still at home doing my work perhaps.
baby gonna book out on monday :D

I bet he loves his work-2days-off-2days army life now.
hahahaha and he could watch tv and movies at work.
CIA @ changi airport haha! and he has got this uber cool sunglass only they will get.
wahahahah machiam matrix !

I'm watching the movie umm LOST IN TRANSLATION which ter-pigu from nyp intro-ed my like longggggg ago. finally got a chance to catch it!
it's half way now cos I went to sleep just now. TIRED.
but the show is funny in its way damnnn lame and funny WAHAHHAHAA.
like serious-serious but actually damn funny WAHAHAHAHAHAH!

I guess it will be nice :P
few more days and my friends' birthdays will come!

the powerpuff girls in my sec sch life;
jannah aka buttercup 9th aug
pradeep aka blossom aka sista 8th aug

hahahaa! i still rmbr those upper sec days where we will ALL crap tgt and i'm sitting with jannah cos we were the only two hockey players in my class. hahahaha!
and my pradeep sista, someone i will nv forget ! heh ! he's really my good friend as i mentioned umpteen times. he will be there when i'm sad and do silly things during spinelli days to cheer me up! and always gimme lotsa lotsa cheesecakes and chocolate cakes ! and finally, his dream fulfilled before his bday! he had himself a gf ! ((: I'm so darn happy for himmmmm! muahahaha!
and jannah, i misses her. I wondering -rolling eyes- what is she doing now mann. poof!

blahhh.
and i miss my boy very much.
and linda mus have eaten a bigbigbig meal at ppl's wedding dinner just now.
WAHAHAHAHAHA.
always tell me wanna diet but eat during late nights.
wahahahhaha!!!

3 more weeks and my long-awaited-holidays will be here.
OH WEEEEE! I cant friggin wait :D
I wanna work !! :D

ohyeah! cheers! i need plenty plenty plenty of vitamin M to keep me going!
hahaahhahahaha!

and also, time and time and time to meet up the bunch of crazy girls like shirley, jyun, girlfriends, erika, blahs during hols.
i like craps. but not too much. hahaah. i wonder we have a heart-to-heart talk.
apart from our craziness, i guess i will stil burst out laughing HAHAHAHAHAH :P
sorreh wahahhahahahaha!!! I'm tinking of shirley expression now WAHAHAHAHAH :X

ok watch movie time. WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

ohyes, maybe you would like to see this picture here.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA damn fcuking saggy breasted ahma nude pic.
I CANT TAKE IT. I'M BLESSED WITH SMALL BREAST WAHAHAHAH. :X